so, there have been a lot of things that i've never, ever talked to anyone about. there are so many people i know that think they know every thing about me, how wrong they are is what they don't know. truth is, i'm afaird. afraid to talk, afraid to tell anyone, just what all i've had in this life. most people i know would just turn their back and call me a liar, maybe start some rumors, but, i guess that's why i'm afraid, wouldn't you be? i grew up as the shy quiet fat girl, that read too much and...

I dont want mum to put my cat down! i dont want her to die! she's my best friend... :cry: i hate mum.. what more can she take away from me?!

My mum has been away for 2 days now. I still have no idea where she is! Theres no food in the house and frezzing cold. I feel like shes abandoned me. I'm useless! I can't do anything right! I just make her cry! I dont mean to... I'm worried. I'm running out of medication and i dont have a car in order to get to the pharmacy... I hate this..

I'm sick of being alone. My mum is constantly going to her boyfriends house leaving me here all by myself and my sister goes to her friend's house. The day before yesterday i had to sleep on a carpetless floor and had to improvise use my woolie jumnper and long skirt and a bottom sheet and my petticoat as a pillow and my dressing gown as a blanket while in the other room my sister had a mattress, 2 pillows and a large blanket. Mum didnt even bother to see if i was ok, all she cares about is her...