The title kinda says it all. This weekend has been amazing and at the same time just as confusing. I know in my head that I dont need to fear that which is scaring the shit out of me. But in my heart I just can't stop. It's stupid I know, but I cant stop overthinking things,(ironic huh?)

First of all I drove 9 hours to meet my girlfriend.
It was kinda what I was expecting, but there were a few differences lmao. She was a lot less shy then I expected.

Idk maybe...

He doesn't know i exist and I am kinda getting tired of it. I want to be noticed...

oh well i think i like someone else... even though it hurts that he talks about other girls