I hate it when people go through and break their promises to you, and they do it while knowing that it's hurting you. Why do people act like that?! Am I really so bad to be around that you need to go and smoke pot so you can deal with me? And if so, then why don't you just break my heart for the 3rd time and get it over with so you can move on in your life. Or do I need to break my own heart and push you away? I'd hate to have to do that, but if it needs to be done, then I'll do it. I hate that...

What is love, is it just a chemical in the brain? Or something more? How do you know when you truly love someone? As opposed to just liking them? What makes love in the romantic sense different from in the familial sense?

These questions keep swirling in my brain, over and over. And try as I might I don't know how to answer them.

There's this girl, and at first, she was just a really good friend. But then later my feelings started changing. And now *shrugs* I'm falling...