Dear _____; (wont write name, he isn't on here anyway)

Why you may ask, well lets see.. I am trying to be a F***ing friend to you. I know you have these feelings for me. If you wanna know the truth, drop a few years and if you weren't MARRIED, I may have liked you more like you liked me.

You said you were fine just being my friend, so F****ing be it okay. Because what you just tried to make me do, made me feel like if i continued I would be cheating on my boyfrined. ...

RAVENCLAWWWWWW.

Sat up until 3am. Was closer to half past by the time I fell asleep.
Felt so self destructive. Finished what was left of the Kalms in the kitchen. Added ibuprofen. Mixed some alcohol together to take them with. Was less than ten minutes after I finished the alcohol when I fell asleep. Probably a good thing. Decided to watch Alice in Wonderland and stumbled across the room to get it. So dizzy. Found myself lying on my back on my bed with no idea how I got there.
At least it made me...