my father tries to control me. he can't deal with me being bisexual, studying Wicca, or just plain being MYSELF. sometimes i wish i would die. he wouldn't care. my mother does nothing. just gets drunk.

Ok so I came out to friends in October and mum and sis in Janurary about me being a Lesbian ...It went Ok. Friends tease me sometimes but they mean it in good nature.

Had a SH relapse in November and January, but after 2-3 weeks I managed to stop. Now that everything is out in the open and I have excepted everything including the fact that I get depressions and that I can be a gay christian etc I am hopeing that Janurary 27th was the last time I will ever SH.

For SH awareness...

So I think I am going to "update" on here every night. It seems to...soothe?...me. So here I go. Today was another great day. School was great. I'm great. My Taco Bell was great.(; My mom is doing great...Okay, you get it. Anyways...of course, to ruin my great mood....My boyfriend's cousin started a rumor saying that Shaq (the boyfriend) had sex with my friend Ashlyn, on Tuesday night. Too bad I was with him ALL DAY AND NIGHT ON TUESDAY!, so there is no way in hell he did it. And plus,...