i guess im on a roll now :P so at my church and school there are multiple guys that i see as just friends however they apparently think i flirt with them and loudly tell everyone that i flirt too much. this is embarassing and also not true! i like to talk, a lot! and just because a girl gives you the time of day doesn't mean she is swooning for you! ugh frustrated!!! anyway now i have a reputation that i am a flirt and i have recently found out this rumor has filtered back to some parents and...

so a few days ago my best friend came out to me that she is a lesbian now, she is finally at peace with this after going through a year of depression and self harm and eating disorders. she is still my best friend in the world, and i would never love her less because of it but it has begun to influence my thinking. i am a baptist christian and in those circles well, let's say my friend couldn't come out to my church unless she wanted to be kicked out. so i'm in a rut and i guess i just needed to...