My bf (almost 4 weeks now!) and I talked about sex. Before, there had been little jokes and stuff but honestly he's better than most guys, my brother included. He makes jokes, but they're usually just about as innocent as sex jokes can be (that sounds kinda wierd, but it can happen). He also flirts with guys (jokingly) and talks about "having sex" with them, but it's all joking around and these other guys don't mind joking around about it either.
Well, today in our texts we were...

More kissing...yeah, I got into it, lol. we have 2 bus rides together to and from an off-campus site where there's a few electives taken there. anyway, so we were kissing on both bus rides, which are maybe like 7-ish minutes long. We weren't kissing the whole time, sometimes I put my head on his chest and he had his arm around me, that was sweet and nice too.
It's wierd cause just last year I could hardly picture myself with a bf at all, let alone holding hands, hugging, cuddling, kissing....

He already texted me once the other night saying "I love you" when he was going to bed. I didn't respond to that one because by the time I thought about it long enough, I didn't want to text him and run the risk of waking him up.
Over the past few days, I've been thinking about it. After he kissed me today, I thought about it a lot. And I think I do love him.
Well tonight he texted me saying he was going to bed. At the end it said "I love you " I had to respond...

I had my first kiss today!!! My bf and I walked out the back of the school together and headed down the side of the school towards the street. After a little ways he said he had to get back to the school for drama rehersal. We hugged for maybe 30 seconds, then I'm not sure exactly what he did, but he took his hand and moved my face to be facing him, and he kissed me!! I didn't really know what to do, so I didn't really kiss him back, but next time I think I'll be able to. It lasted maybe 10-15 seconds,...

I'm beginning to think maybe I do love him. I love so many things about him.
He is the sweetest guy! Today we were talking about kissing, which we haven't done yet. He was saying next time we hang out, he could kiss me. When I seemed to agree, he said that what he really cares about is that it's something I want and I'm not just going along with it. And he wondered if I'd be nervous (which I will be) and he seemed concerned about that. He asked if maybe it was better if he didn't tell me when...

Maybe he does. But we've only been going out for 3 weeks. Is that enough? I never thought it was possible.
We haven't even kissed. That does make it sweeter and very sincere that he loves me even though he hasn't kissed me.
But I'm not sure how I feel. I don't know if I could love him yet. I didn't think 3 weeks was enough time. But I was reading things that say signs that you're in love and it just seems like it fits.
I know it's not lust for sure. I'm not sure about the love....

So I've been having computer issues so I haven't been on in like 2 weeks, shortly after I got my first bf. At the time, I felt bad that I got so nervous when he held my hand. Well, it's way better now. Last weekend I watched a movie with him and his family and we cuddled together and I was falling asleep on his shoulder which he said he thought was cute. The same thing happened last night.
Basically we've done almost everything non-sexual except for kiss. But he texted me and said that if...

My bf and I held hands for the first time today But I was like way nervous and he texted me later saying so. But he was really sweet and said it's understandable. I just like him SOO much. And I can't help getting nervous.
It's such an amazing feeling, the liking him part. It's almost the same feeling as I get in my stomach when I'm nervous, but it's in my heart and that makes it feel good. It's so new and amazing to me.
I feel a little bad though because of what we've been texting...

My bf is so amazingly sweet! First of all he asked me if it was ok to change our status on facebook or if it was too early. Then he talked to me about holding my hand and wanted to make sure it was ok with me (he even said we could practice). Then he just told me that if he's going too fast for me to let him know! He's just so nice how he asks me and makes sure it's ok with me. He's awesome. And he wanted to let me know that people will probably freak out a little when they see us holding hands,...

Well, I officially have a bf now! We're going on our first date this weekend, but we're officially in a relationship now. We talked about it and we both are ok with people knowing. We haven't even held hands yet, but probably will tomorrow
SOOOOOOOOO excited to have my very first bf!