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3 Months! :)
Posted April 12th 2009 at 09:21 PM by Care-o-Bear
Wrote this yesterday:
Today, it's been 3 months since Tyler asked me out. We could be at about 3 1/2 months, but we were both so shy about telling each other we liked the other person. But either way, I love my boyfriend so much. I think about him literally all the time and hate when I'm not seeing, talking to him, or texting him.
He's so supportive. Last night I had a tough night. I was at the mall with my friend, but texting him. He said he was gonna go play airsoft with his neighbors, so he'd talk to me later. Well, at like 9:30, I went on facebook and saw that an hour ago he'd gotten home and said he was gonna work on a school project. I wasn't that upset, but I missed talking to him. And I kinda started thinking about how much I think about him and how really, I shouldn't miss talking to him that much. So eventually, at 10:15, I decided to text him and tell him I was upset. He was concerned and everything and asked what was wrong. I told him and he thought it was a little concerning how much I missed him, which made me cry even more.
I overreacted and kept saying I hate myself (I know, it's not true!). He got mad and told me to stop saying that. I wouldn't so he called me and we were on the phone for almost 2 hours, I think. A lot of it was just him listening to me cry and telling me it's ok. But we managed to talk about it some. Didn't really resolve much, but I felt a little better hearing his voice. He asked if maybe I shouldn't see him this weekend, which made me cry, but he just wanted to make me feel better. He said he'd stay up all night with me, but suggested I go to bed and that maybe I'd feel better in the morning. I finally agreed and fell to sleep very quickly.
He texted me this morning and I felt quite a bit better. We talked about it some and he said, thinking about it, he doesn't think it's quite as worrying as he originally thought. He said he's felt like that before. And that when he's at rehersal for the musical he can't wait for it to end so he can text me. So I feel way better. I was gonna go to his house tonight, but his mom and brother are sick so his dad's taking us to a movie instead. And he said maybe, just maybe we'll get a little alone time.
I hope so, but I just love seeing him no matter what we get to do! Three months isn't all that long, but it's well on our way to 6 months. It's 1/4 of a year. I love him!
Today, it's been 3 months since Tyler asked me out. We could be at about 3 1/2 months, but we were both so shy about telling each other we liked the other person. But either way, I love my boyfriend so much. I think about him literally all the time and hate when I'm not seeing, talking to him, or texting him.
He's so supportive. Last night I had a tough night. I was at the mall with my friend, but texting him. He said he was gonna go play airsoft with his neighbors, so he'd talk to me later. Well, at like 9:30, I went on facebook and saw that an hour ago he'd gotten home and said he was gonna work on a school project. I wasn't that upset, but I missed talking to him. And I kinda started thinking about how much I think about him and how really, I shouldn't miss talking to him that much. So eventually, at 10:15, I decided to text him and tell him I was upset. He was concerned and everything and asked what was wrong. I told him and he thought it was a little concerning how much I missed him, which made me cry even more.
I overreacted and kept saying I hate myself (I know, it's not true!). He got mad and told me to stop saying that. I wouldn't so he called me and we were on the phone for almost 2 hours, I think. A lot of it was just him listening to me cry and telling me it's ok. But we managed to talk about it some. Didn't really resolve much, but I felt a little better hearing his voice. He asked if maybe I shouldn't see him this weekend, which made me cry, but he just wanted to make me feel better. He said he'd stay up all night with me, but suggested I go to bed and that maybe I'd feel better in the morning. I finally agreed and fell to sleep very quickly.
He texted me this morning and I felt quite a bit better. We talked about it some and he said, thinking about it, he doesn't think it's quite as worrying as he originally thought. He said he's felt like that before. And that when he's at rehersal for the musical he can't wait for it to end so he can text me. So I feel way better. I was gonna go to his house tonight, but his mom and brother are sick so his dad's taking us to a movie instead. And he said maybe, just maybe we'll get a little alone time.
I hope so, but I just love seeing him no matter what we get to do! Three months isn't all that long, but it's well on our way to 6 months. It's 1/4 of a year. I love him!
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