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Thinking About Love
Posted February 2nd 2009 at 11:52 PM by Care-o-Bear
So yeah like I've said before, I don't really know if I'm in love just cause I don't have anything to compare it too. And we've only been together for like a month. But I'm considering the possibility that I love him. I said I love you once when saying good night (after he said it 1st) but still not 100% sure. I don't really regret saying I love him, I just don't know that it was the entire truth, but not a lie either.
But he's mentioned love many times. I think 3 times he's come out and said "I love you", twice over text (the 1st I didn't respond to, the 2nd I replied). The 3rd time was this weekend after we went to a dance together, his mom dropped us off at my house and he walked me to the door. We kissed goodbye, then he said "I love you." And I can honestly not remember what I said. Possibly "Yeah" or "me too" but I really have no idea, I just said whatever came out of my mouth without having to time think about it. Anyway, the other times he's just said stuff like "that's what I love about you" or "that's why I love you" stuff like that.
It's hard to describe how I feel about him. Like I've heard people say it's a physical feeling, which I get a little of, but mostly for me it's an overwhelming mental feeling, like a mental attraction to him. Sometimes, it's physical attraction, like not sexual, just like I feel like I'm being pulled toward him when he's nearby or sometimes even far away. And when I think about kissing him, I get these sweet little flutters in my heart. And I have another feeling in my heart too sometimes just thinking about him in general.
Yeah, I'm just rambling now, but he makes me do that.
Other stuff from today:
-we did french kissing for the 2nd time (the 1st time was last night when I was at his house)
-he told me my eyes are 'totally beautiful'
that's honestly the 1st comment I've ever gotten on my eyes even though they are pretty unique and I think pretty, no one else seems to really notice them
-he commented on a pictures saying I was pretty
Ok, probably what I more mean is I reeeeeeeeeeeeeally like this guy, but I'm saying it just cause it feels like the right word (whether it is or not)--
I love this guys so much!
But he's mentioned love many times. I think 3 times he's come out and said "I love you", twice over text (the 1st I didn't respond to, the 2nd I replied). The 3rd time was this weekend after we went to a dance together, his mom dropped us off at my house and he walked me to the door. We kissed goodbye, then he said "I love you." And I can honestly not remember what I said. Possibly "Yeah" or "me too" but I really have no idea, I just said whatever came out of my mouth without having to time think about it. Anyway, the other times he's just said stuff like "that's what I love about you" or "that's why I love you" stuff like that.
It's hard to describe how I feel about him. Like I've heard people say it's a physical feeling, which I get a little of, but mostly for me it's an overwhelming mental feeling, like a mental attraction to him. Sometimes, it's physical attraction, like not sexual, just like I feel like I'm being pulled toward him when he's nearby or sometimes even far away. And when I think about kissing him, I get these sweet little flutters in my heart. And I have another feeling in my heart too sometimes just thinking about him in general.
Yeah, I'm just rambling now, but he makes me do that.
Other stuff from today:
-we did french kissing for the 2nd time (the 1st time was last night when I was at his house)
-he told me my eyes are 'totally beautiful'
that's honestly the 1st comment I've ever gotten on my eyes even though they are pretty unique and I think pretty, no one else seems to really notice them-he commented on a pictures saying I was pretty
Ok, probably what I more mean is I reeeeeeeeeeeeeally like this guy, but I'm saying it just cause it feels like the right word (whether it is or not)--
I love this guys so much!
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