So ive taken this stupid test 4 times. 74% 74% 69% and today i got a 74%! why the hell cant i pass this test!!?? I just want my permit!

We were looking at different skies;
worlds apart, yet inches away.
We were close;
yet nowhere near,
you saw the dark,
i saw tomorow
Where are we now?
Nobody knows,
Nobody cares,
I don't care,
I walk alone.

Last night I cut myself. First time in a long time. I don't remember why, or how. but its all the way up my arm. Today I woke up feeling... different. At peace somehow... Whats wrong with me?

No, I don't want you to praise me. I want you to respect me. Listen to me. Trust me. I want you to know that I may be a near hollow shell but unfortunately im part of your sad fucked up life. I am not like you anymore. We are different people. I'm sick and tired of putting on a fucking fake smile on my face just to leave the house for you. I'm done father. You may hate me, but i just don't care anymore. Tell me im worthless again. I'll believe you. Hell, I think I already do.