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Confused Jan. 23, 2013
Posted January 23rd 2013 at 06:58 PM by NickiLovesYou
Updated January 24th 2013 at 01:41 AM by NickiLovesYou
Updated January 24th 2013 at 01:41 AM by NickiLovesYou
PLEASE HELP ME!! One of my good friends, Alex, likes the same guy I do (Paul) 
and she wont tell me. 
I don't know what to do. People say he likes me but I'm still confused. When my best friend, Sandra, told me I got really mad at her and possessive about Paul. I still am and feel bad because everyday I hug him and hold hands with him, and we act like a couple. I feel bad for her because of all of that. It's hard for me because I have a problem getting close to people. I feel safe with him. I feel like everything is okay when I'm with him. All I was to do is curl up in his arms and never leave. I have never felt like this with anyone before. I feel like Alex would be a better chose for Paul. She's prettier then me. Smaller then me. She's like a size 6 and I'm a 14. She's in a better mental state then me. If he's with her he wouldn't have to worry about 1/2 the things he would with me. He wouldn't have to worry about the face I can be emotionally unstable. I have problems getting close to people. I always pull away when he touches my left arm and my right leg because I use to cut and that's where my scars are. He always looks so sad when I pull away and I feel horrible. She's also better for him because they're closer in age. In March I'll be 17 and she'll be 16. In June Paul will be 15. I think he deserves some one he doesn't have to take care of. Some one that doesn't need to be told everyday it's going to be okay. He should be with some one who can control their emotions and no cry over the littlest things. Some one that can give him the love he deserves and some one who can return his love. The problem is I can't stop wanting to get closer to him. I hate that I hurt Alex and I'm afraid that I'll end up hurting Paul. I don't know what to do.
Please help me!!
and she wont tell me. I don't know what to do. People say he likes me but I'm still confused. When my best friend, Sandra, told me I got really mad at her and possessive about Paul. I still am and feel bad because everyday I hug him and hold hands with him, and we act like a couple. I feel bad for her because of all of that. It's hard for me because I have a problem getting close to people. I feel safe with him. I feel like everything is okay when I'm with him. All I was to do is curl up in his arms and never leave. I have never felt like this with anyone before. I feel like Alex would be a better chose for Paul. She's prettier then me. Smaller then me. She's like a size 6 and I'm a 14. She's in a better mental state then me. If he's with her he wouldn't have to worry about 1/2 the things he would with me. He wouldn't have to worry about the face I can be emotionally unstable. I have problems getting close to people. I always pull away when he touches my left arm and my right leg because I use to cut and that's where my scars are. He always looks so sad when I pull away and I feel horrible. She's also better for him because they're closer in age. In March I'll be 17 and she'll be 16. In June Paul will be 15. I think he deserves some one he doesn't have to take care of. Some one that doesn't need to be told everyday it's going to be okay. He should be with some one who can control their emotions and no cry over the littlest things. Some one that can give him the love he deserves and some one who can return his love. The problem is I can't stop wanting to get closer to him. I hate that I hurt Alex and I'm afraid that I'll end up hurting Paul. I don't know what to do. Please help me!!
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