its been almost a year since Dannymarie came into my life and changed it forever<3

http://www.vevo.com/watch/rise-again...=instantsearch

this is an anti suicide video, and anti bullying and such, the video its self is very triggering, the lyrics, are somewhat triggering so if you get triggered easily i dont suggest you watch it

the girl i love, her rapist got out of jail a couple days ago, shes in pain, i can tell, she wont admit it, but she is.

you can never completely leave an addiction behind, i know people hear this a lot, but until you've experienced it, you don't know what its like, smelling the smell of the powder, feeling the metal against your skin, inhaling the smoke, feeling the warmth go down your throat....

fuck love, just really, fuck it, im sick and tired of either a)getting played or b)having to share you, so either make up your goddamn fucking mind or im gone, ughhhhhh!

i have a gymnastics evaluation on the 28th, its in 8 dayssss, it means im gonna be starting gymnastics again! yayayyaayyayay iv been wanting to do it again ever since i realized my 7 year old self was stupid for quitting!

it sickens me how men can beat women and not give a shit, how grown fucking men can "touch" and r*pe and beat little kids and think its ok, they don't care if that kid will grow up and have mental problems, reoccurring nightmares,and be scarred for life. I hate how these people only go to JAIL for this, in my opinion, rapists, murders, child molesters, and anyone who has beaten anyone without a good reason, should get the death penalty, no not a lethal injection, something worse, way worse,...

well, iv become bulimic, im back to being depressed, almost everyday i think of suicide, im starting to become anorexic, im single and in love with a girl states away, my life is a mess.

im pretty sure i had an anxiety attack while i was switching personalities, i was on the verge of passing out, and i almost couldnt switch back. iv only had it done once, Seth pushed me back and locked me up. and Seth wasnt doing that...help?