Right now I wish I had a guitar, actually knew how to play that guitar, and somewhere to go crazy on it. Holy he'll I hate insomnia. I wish I was like my mom who can fall asleep at 8:00pm. There are so many things I want to do, I wish I would just stay motivated enough to actually do them. I need some inspiration, I hate writers block O.O I said hate alot here xP well I love the night, music, and my friend. Casey I hope things get better with Alex sorry I am completely random ...

she never slows down
she doesnt know why but she knows
that when shes all alone feels like its all coming down
she wont turn around
the shadows are long and she fears that if she crys that first tear
the tears will not stop
raining down

- stand in the rain by superchic[k]

i sit there
staring
unmoving as a rock
as i watch you
catting
giggling
enjoying the company of your other classmates
oh how you've changed!
we used to be closer than the sun and sky
inseperable
we were woven
a mess of the strings that make life
all tangled
now i watch you finding others
others to send your strings into
and im scared
you know everything about me
and me you
how could you just...

i came for support, i cut and have for almost a year and i want to stop. please help?