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I wanna die (TW: suicide)

Posted October 6th 2018 at 05:10 AM by ¯|_(ツ)_|¯

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I’m not okay in a different way than normal. The depression is hitting me in ways it never has before.

It hurts so bad

I’m closer to killing myself than i ever have been before.

I want to do damage.

But i won’t. I’ll jusg go on and smile and pretend everything is great while secretly hoping I drop dead tomorrow.

l o l

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1. 	:hug: <3
   	Posted October 6th 2018 at 12:30 PM by

2. 	Here if you want to talk
   	Posted October 6th 2018 at 01:51 PM by Celyn

3. 	I am sorry you are struggling so much. I don't have a lot of advice but please know I am here if you need anything. You matter, you make a difference and you are strong. Please let me know if there is anything I can do to help. :hug:
   	Posted October 6th 2018 at 03:35 PM by

4. 	I hear you. Here if you need anything. :hug:
   	Posted October 7th 2018 at 02:33 AM by

5. 	I'm so sorry that you are having a hard time right now. Please let me know if you want to talk or need anything. I hope you will be ok soon. Sending you lots of Hugs.
   	Posted October 8th 2018 at 03:49 AM by Arabesque- golfing girl.

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