Song/Quote of the day!

Trigger Ed:

It only hurt a bit
I still feel like shit
And I think you won't be able to recognize me now
It's easier to quit
It's harder to admit
And you're pushing me, you're fucking pushing me!

Feeling so easy
Make me skin and bones
I'm always on my knees for you
Break me like it's even
When you're leaving it thin,
Where the hell have you been?

[daisy_jam]

Alicia Keys - We Are Here

kinda relatable

[TheAtomicBlade]

Love is a way of feeling, oh
Love is a way of feeling less alone
So what's all the fuss about?!?
Fuck it!
Love; the paradox of needing
Oh love,
Make way for breeding
Give it to me! give it to me!
Fuck you and your talk of love!

[Connor_D]

I'll face myself to cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done

Linkin Park

From a nation under God,
I feel it's love like a cattle prod.
Born free, but still they hate.
A born me, no I can't change


It's always darkest just before the dawn.
So stay awake with me, let's prove them wrong.

[Kintsukuroi.]

I am not a stranger to the dark
"Hide away," they say
"'Cause we don't want your broken parts"
I've learned to be ashamed of all my scars
"Run away," they say
"No one'll love you as you are"


But I won't let them break me down to dust
I know that there's a place for us
For we are glorious


When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out
I am brave, I am bruised
I am who I'm meant to be, this is me

Don't hold me up now
I can stand my own ground
I don't need your help now
You will let me down, down, down!
Don't hold me up now
I can stand my own ground
I don't need your help now
You will let me down, down, down!


We are the angry and the desperate
The hungry, and the cold
We're the ones who kept quiet
And always did what we were told


But we've been sweating while you slept so calm
In the safety of your home
We've been pulling out the nails that hold up
Everything you've known

[Storyteller.]

i'm fortunate to know more good people than most do;
i wish i had more friends i could be physically close to.

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

[daisy_jam]

Should I run away, and change my name?
Or Should I, stay and fight through the night, and never close my eyes?
I'll never close my eyes!

I never thought I'd feel this
Guilty and broken down inside
Living with myself, nothing but lies
I always thought I'd make it
But never knew I'd let it get so bad
Living with myself is all I have
I feel numb
I can't come to life
I feel like I'm frozen in time

[Mindfulness.]

Take me back to the sweet times.

[Storyteller.]

i'm still dealing with some problems
in fact i find it hard to stay
i'm sure people, they will talk
& you will hear what they all say
about my judgement & my character
the verdict is up to you
i am human & my work is never through

I know that I deserve your love,

there's nothing I'm not worthy of.

I am brave,
I am bruised,
I am who I'm meant to be,
this is me.

i'm trying to believe it. i'm trying to get better, but seeing the number on the scale get higher is killing me. it's so fucking hard because i was never underweight to begin with. i don't want to get back up to what i weighed in high school. i really, really don't.

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And the worst part is there's no one else to blame


Be my friend, hold me
Wrap me up, unfold me
I am small, I'm needy
Warm me up and breathe me


Ouch, I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found
Yeah, I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Change my attempt good intentions
Crouched over
You were not there
Living in fear
But signs were not really that scarce
Obvious tears
But I will not
Hide you through this I want you to help
And please see
The bleeding heart perched on my shirt
Die, withdraw
Hide in cold sweat
Quivering lips
Ignore remorse
Naming a kid, living wasteland
This time you've tried
All that you can turning you red
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Here we are with your obsession
Should I, could I
Crowned hopeless
The article read living wasteland
This time you've tried
All that you can turning you red but I will not
Hide you through this
I want you to help
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Here we are with your obsession
Should I, could I
Heave the silver hollow sliver
Piercing through another victim
Turn and tremble be judgmental
Ignorant to all the symbols
Blind the face with beauty paste
Eventually you'll one day know
Change my attempt good intentions
Limbs tied, skin tight
Self inflicted his perdition
Should I, could I
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Should I, could I

[daisy_jam]

I never found love in the city
I just sat in self pity and cried in the car
Oh, I just had a change of heart

We were born before the wind
Also younger than the sun
Ere the bonnie boat was won
As we sailed into the mystic

Hark, now hear the sailors cry
Smell the sea and feel the sky
Let your soul and spirit fly
Into the mystic

And when that fog horn blows
I will be coming home, mmm mmm
And when the fog horn blows
I want to hear it
I don't have to fear it

I wanna rock your gypsy soul
Just like way back in the days of old
Then magnificently we will float
Into the mystic

When that fog horn blows
You know I will be coming home
And when that fog horn whistle blows
I gotta hear it
I don't have to fear it

And I wanna rock your gypsy soul
Just like way back in the days of old
And together we will float
Into the mystic
Come on girl

Will they stop now

This was my aunts favorite song and we wanted to play it at her funeral. It has become one of my favorites as well.

[Storyteller.]

so wherever you are now, i hope you will forget
the flaws i had before because i haven't lost them yet

[TheAtomicBlade]

Why don't you?

pull the plug

Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Will anyone get close to me?
I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know
I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
There's mending for my soul
An ending to this fear
Forgiveness for a man who was stronger
I was just a little girl, but I can't go back

[Storyteller.]

so afraid of what you'll do
when no one's there to
help you choose

[Clarent]

It's a fucked up world
We're a fucked up placeEverybody's judged by their fucked up face
Fucked up dreams
Fucked up life
A fucked up kid
With a fucked up knife
Fucked up moms
And fucked up dads
It's a fucked up cop
With a fucked up badge
Fucked up job
With fucked up pay
And a fucked up boss
Is a fucked up pain
Fucked up press
And fucked up lies
Well, Lethal's in the back
With the fact of the fires

[Mindfulness.]

I'm a hot air balloon that can go to space.

[TheAtomicBlade]

I'm so far away
And so alone
I need to see your face
To keep me sane
To make we whole

[daisy_jam]

Someone tagged me in this meme and now this song is stuck in my head.
Blue by Eiffel 65

[Mindfulness.]

Broken - Seether ft. Amy Lee.

[Storyteller.]

sorry to be heavy,
but heavy is the cost

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from all my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

[Mindfulness.]

Trigger.

Look at me, you were my best friend and companion, now you're no where near and it's killing me.

[Mindfulness.]

Where were you when everything was falling about?

[Storyteller.]

& i may have loved you less
for i was wiser than your nature
but i won't say i tried my best

[SkyFall]

Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In her world that she can rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where
She's loved
Concrete angel

[Starseeker]

I'm alive my friend
I can feel the shadows everywhere
I'm alive
I left the shadows
Far behind me
Another one is waiting in the dark

(Blind Guardian - I'm Alive)

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

[daisy_jam]

I've been searching for an exit but I'm lost inside my head; where I spend every waking moment wishing I was dead.

[Storyteller.]

yeah you put on a faith facade,
think you're holy when you're not.

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough

No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
Listen I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[Starseeker]

You can say anything you want
And you can do anything you want to do
If you have ghosts, you have everything

[Eternal]

Feels like I was born to break your heart
It's in the, it's in the, it's in the cards
Seems like you knew it from the start
It's in the, it's in the, it's in the cards