Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.

[Catharsis.]

Why are nights so hard?!?!
I just want to sleep. I honestly don't know whether that's a metaphor or not. My mind is all over the place.

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

Cathy, you are such a fucking fat ass. You are a fat, disgusting, ugly ass bitch.

[hocus pocus]

Today was a fine day. It wasn't good, it wasn't bad, But I still took the blade to myself. And now I'm freaking out because I'm running out of room, and it's cuts on top of more and I better stop before I trigger someone. I'll post it on my blog.

[mindflower]

When will this be over....

[oldaccount]

Could really use someone to talk to. /:
Oh fuck it, why be vague. I'd really like a message. From someone. I'm really lonely and just want someone to talk to me.

[hocus pocus]

Why do my pets keep dying? It just keeps adding to everything else, one big pile!!

Posted a thread and now I feel guilty and scared. Seriously, what's wrong with me? Why does everything I do create negative emotions?

[¯|_(ツ)_|¯]

Meh. No motivation to do anything. Maybe I'll just take a zero on this project and call it a day.

[Catharsis.]

There's nothing worse than feeling like you're annoying somebody whom you're talking to. Jaysus...

[hocus pocus]

How could you do that? How could you come into somebody's house, and treat someone like that in their own goddamned home? My brother is a person, not an object. Don't come over here again.

[Tigereyes]

Why do I always have to know too much? Why do I always have to be caught up in the middle of everyone else's problems? Can't I just be blind like everyone else? Why can't I just like half a normal life?

[craz33me]

What the fuck is going on? We were perfectly happy and fine then all of a sudden shit hits the fan? I don't get it.

It's so hot, and I just can't take the heat.

[oldaccount]

Yay for feeling like you just majorly fucked up your relationship.

[Catharsis.]

I feel like such a prat now...y u do dis gareth?? -_-

[.:PrincessZelda:.]

Urges won't go away. They're becoming intense again.

[hocus pocus]

Stop the fucking arguing.

[Catharsis.]

I'm in for another rough night...don't know if I'll resist this time.

Why does everything have to have the worst timings!

[Catharsis.]

I don't even feel bad today but I still want to cut. I don't know what's wrong with me at this stage...

[hocus pocus]

Why could you do that to me? I don't get it. I did nothing but be a good friend and you stood me up not once, but twice. And then lied to cover your ass! You made it clear that you choose me last, anyway. Just because you've been bullied, it doesn't mean that you have to put a "fence" around yourself and hurt other people. People have told me to go kill myself, but I'm still nice to everyone. You need to chill. And right now!!!! Your fucking text messages are just pissing me off. Just please, leave me alone.

[Kate*]

You have NO IDEA how much I DO NOT want to do this, it just feels wrong; and other than the obvious reasons, I don't know why. Where was this feeling when I was debating what to do for 3 months?! I think it would've changed my mind. HELP

[Broken Constellation]

Just ruined a friendship. For good. Should never have sent that stupid text.
Is it wrong to say that despite all this stupid, horrible, relationship-failing, fighting...I have some kind of rush--feel sort of empowered--from arguing with someone?
Golly, I'm weird.

[nothereanymore]

Ffs, I need to go to bed.
And this game is kind of irritating.

[Le Papillon]

So this is how it's gunna be? SHe has her other siblings, and now she's just going to get her other brother handed To her on a silver platter once she finds the right path to take? I've been searchibg the woods for mine. I don't have anything but a pile of shattered dreams and a few pictures of my older brother from when he was three. That's IT. She has everything. Her sisters. Her younger brother. Pictures. Te only thing she doesn't have is a relationship with him. Mine don't even know I fuckibg exist! I hate her. She's crying because she's having a little trouble with the adoption agency. But she's getting help with that as soon as fucking possible. I don't have that luxury. I. Have. NOTHING. And you don't see my blubbering like a baby.

[nothereanymore]

I'm so frustrated that my sister has all her friends over all the time and I got stuck saying my boyfriend was my best friend. He's the only friend I have, the only person in my life who acknowledges my existence and wants to spend time with me. She's got tons of people begging to spend time with her. I have no one, and she complains about how fucked up and piss poor she is, and her life is

[Kate*]

We started the same semester and she's now ahead of me because I failed a class by less than 5 points and you both say I lack empathy. I will scream this until somebody hears me I FEEL IT, but it doesn't translate. In fact you have no idea how strongly I feel it.

I assume someone will eventually confront her about the fact that she's 24 with the maturity level of a 12 year old in a PROFESSIONAL setting? otherwise I will never be vindicated.

I want to tell you so bad that I feel like one day it's just going to spill out, but I'm afraid of what the consequences of that would be. I'm sure I won't be hospitalized or anything like that, that was an unrealistic fear. I do know that I risk getting thrown out of the program that will lead to my dream job, (which I apparently can't do because of a personality flaw?!) or get ordered into counseling as a condition of staying in the program and even if it's free it's logistically not an option right now (believe me, if it was I would jump on it in a second. Either way I'm not willing to let that happen.

I have good insight, I can sit here and tell you why I do things all day, the problem is that you don't care why it only matters to you that I change them and I don't know how which you also won't tell me, so I don't see us getting anywhere.

[Greenie]

Why do lovely people feel they have to be so horrible toward themselves?

[nothereanymore]

Sometimes I wonder if you know you act this way and just don't give a shit.

[Kate*]

People in it say stuff like that and I lack empathy?! I find it very ironic that I was held back for "lack of empathy" when it was the first thing they told me I did right last night! I really shouldn't have to do this class again and I'll use that as proof.

[Koharuchan]

The site was down for so long when I needed it, it took days of searching to find it, and my mother insulted me and threatened to throw me out.

[Not_here]

I'm so tired and no it's not cool for the insurance company to play games. I just want to get this done with and they're causing such a hard time.

[Kate*]

That was inappropriate and probably WRONG you have no reason to say that because you have NO IDEA.

Stop throwing that around, it doesn't make you better than anyone and nobody cares.

[nothereanymore]

I'm starting to wonder if my relationship with A is worth all the bullshit I have to deal with. I hate this house and everyone in it.

[blurryface]

I can see your posts. I'm just saying. Deal with your life and I'll deal with mine. I could talk crap about you on here but I don't. Grow up pls & thx

[Not_here]

this is to no one in particular but I'm having a stupid emotional breakdown because of people and it's not them it's me. I can't deal with them, it's all my fault I don;t know how to do anything right. If I was better at being human I'd know enoug.h what to do. And stupid urges keep coming my wayy

[Kate*]

I know I have a tendency to misinterpret things, but did you really say what I think you said?! I had a feeling last time that you felt that way and now I know I wasn't wrong about it. I wish people would STOP sugar coating things they tell me. Having empathy doesn't mean beating around the bush! For someone who misinterprets basically everything that people say to me, I can't tell if I'm wrong about what you mean or if you're thinking what I think you are and just don't want to say it because you're trying to be nice! How am I supposed to pass your class now, knowing what you really think?!

[Not_here]

technically you're my dad but mentally and emotionally I don't have a dad. Mentally and emotionally I'm an orphan, I'm my own parents and I was never truly anyone's daughter.

[Tigereyes]

Why does my mom have to be a homophobe?

[Apple Orchard Ghost]

Yes, I have a problem with you, because you are an abusive prick and I explained that to you but obviously you still live in a fantasy land of your own, but do me and yourself a favour and lose my number or I'll be forced to strangle you the next time I see you.