Triggering: Complaint of the Day 2

[Odyne]

Feeling sick

Had a nightmare that sparked my anxiety. Now I'm going to worry all day.

[Odyne]

Its soooooo cold

[Storyteller.]

Life would be a whole lot easier if I could stop getting so invested in things that keep falling through.

It's so cold!

[Odyne]

Sooooooo tired

Bored, getting tired, cold, and anxious.

Today was stressful and I'm anxious

[Odyne]

Tired of being sick. I hate my diagnosises

Don't feel like doing homework this weekend. I need a break but I have so much I need to get done. Worst case I have to cram it all in the weekend before the due date.

I'm feeling stressed about today.

I'm feeling burnt out and won't get a vacation till November

[Rivière]

I think I caused myself neck impingement from my workout.

Really bothered by what she said to me today.

I hate that a sad song began to play when I am already feeling melancholic. It's like my MP3 player reads my mind.

[Rivière]

I moved to a new gym today. I had a really nice time apart from the really rude personal trainer.

I was happily tucked away in the corner of the stretching area, despite it being enough to support 3-4 people at any one time. A PT and their client join the mat and stay on the opposite side. I was doing some romanian deadlifts when I'd done what I needed to do. I left my things where they were, towel, phone, water, locker keys... and went to put the weights back. Suddenly I turn around and for whatever reason, the client and the PT race to the corner I was in. I come back with some dumbbells and the PT takes one look at me and says, 'D'you wanna move over?'... like...no I freaking don't. Maybe go back to the side you started at? What the hell was the point in moving to begin with!? Almost a minute later, they decide to move anyway.

I know I did the right thing by just giving him a squinty-eyed funny look and reluctantly switching sides by moving all my things and continuing to work out without saying a word... but inside I felt like smacking him in the face. How rude. Especially for a PT. He should know better. He should have informed his client someone is clearly using that area of the mat and to stay where they are. But no.

I certainly hope I don't cross paths with him again or next time I will certainly say something.

I feel like she hates me, twisting my words and feeding lies. Why does she hate me so much?

It's 2:02am and I am not sure if I'll be able to go back to sleep.

Oh, to have had a different childhood I would have turned out much better!

[Odyne]

Tomorrow is gonna be hard

[hocus pocus]

There's not enough time in a day. I want to stay up because there's much more for me to do, but I'm too tired. I'm not even that exhausted but it's enough to put a haze over everything.

I'm stressed out

Why does she have to be like that?

I'm feeling more upset than I should. I don't matter

[Odyne]

My boyfriend isn’t home this weekend.
Gonna be hard.

I hate getting tired so early. Miss longer daylight hours.

[Odyne]

Its raning and its dark outside

Feeling so incredibly stuffy right now.

[Odyne]

Sooooo tired.. I’ve been sleeping almost all day.

[Rivière]

I injured my hand at the gym. A machine didn't have any rubber grips on it so when I moved my arm in a certain way, I whacked the metal handle full force. Me being me I ended up not going to the hospital to get it checked up when I guess I should have. I can move my hand and fingers, but I whacked it on one of the finger bones so trying to grip anything or move my hand too much hurts so much. I hope it's going to be ok.

[Odyne]

So dark outside

Another day of waking late and still not feeling rested.

[Odyne]

Gonna be alone tomorrow.

[Odyne]

They are fixing the roof, and it's so noisy..

Feeling amped up with no place to exert my energy.

[Odyne]

Just wanted to send you all a big hug

to you all!

[Clarent]

I'm sleepy, sore and lonely

[Odyne]

Originally Posted by Clarent

I'm sleepy, sore and lonely

Big hug

[Tigereyes]

Fatigue so bad. Still
Always. It never gets better.

If exploring life is my reason to live, and I don't have energy to do that, then why live?

[Odyne]

A bit hangover. Oops