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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 2nd 2012, 07:45 AM
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I cant trust you again, any trust i did have is completly gone. I hate that, and i hate that i forgive you. Now all i want to do is die when we talk, and that dread is back. im such a fucking pushover
The Unicorn
-The beautiful white horse with the magical horn that heals. <3
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 2nd 2012, 04:51 PM
missed school again because im still sick. then i woke up with a hugeass bloody nose. blood everywhere. and already jsut for 2 classes i have a stack of homework 1/4 inch thick. not including tests and the essay. this is gunna be fun. plus im really hungry but i dont want to eat because i dont want to feel even worse. ugh.
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Re: Complaint of the day -
November 3rd 2012, 02:20 AM
Really mom? Just go to my aunt for all of your problems. Oh I meant me. Sorry that all I'm good for in this family is starting drama! And for the last time I NEVER SAID THAT YOU BEAT ME UNTIL I WAS BLACK AND BLUE! Maybe you should stop drinking, that crap messes with your mind!
Kill me now!
~I was always scared of everything, even the carousel.~
~Don't worry about me. I'm sort of feeling fine, but by tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet again.~
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 3rd 2012, 10:17 AM
Where do I begin?
Um, sick as a dog.
lonely.
Feeling so fat.
Haven't eaten all day but at least I feel in control.
Umm, have assignments to do.
Can't tell anybody I feel like throwing up.
Can't tell anybody I had flashbacks today and they just keep getting worse.
Can't tell anybody I want to die again.
Can't tell anybody I wish I was never born.
Can't tell anybody I don't want to be here.
And today my life was shattered into a thousand itty bitty pieces.
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 3rd 2012, 10:40 PM
Didn't have as much fun with my friend as i thought i would.
I barely slept last night.
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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Re: Complaint of the day -
November 4th 2012, 01:16 AM
Mom stop drinking and what ever else you are doing! It is not my fault that they were playing Adam Lambert on the radio. So what if it had the word "ecstasy" in it. That doesn't mean I'm thinking about killing myself!
~I was always scared of everything, even the carousel.~
~Don't worry about me. I'm sort of feeling fine, but by tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet again.~
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 4th 2012, 01:48 AM
my stepdad freaked out over pizza.. its just fucking pizza! you dont have to throw and kick everything around the house and break stuff thats mine and yell at everyone for everything.. its just. fucking. pizza...
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 4th 2012, 03:31 AM
Where to begin? Had an amazing day . . . but of course my brother just has to go and ruin it all! He's such a selfish moron!
And he has a friend over . . . (who is really cute btw) he always shows off to his friends . . . Which pretty much means "Let's all attack Hannah because it's cool!" Grrrrrrrrr
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 4th 2012, 03:40 AM
Hmmmm...... headache... again.... I think reading is triggering it!
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 5th 2012, 09:27 PM
I feel like crap...
I'm worried about my friend.
I'm so confused.
I'm hurting.
I want to cut.
I want to die.
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 5th 2012, 09:42 PM
I feel like crying because of my dad..
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 6th 2012, 01:00 AM
I feel like she's going to start doing stupid shit, and it pisses me off.
I have no one, and I really need someone to hug and cuddle with.
I need more people I can talk to.
I can't focus on school because of my personal life, and people just don't really care anymore.
Why the fuck did she have to stop liking me in the hardest moment I've had to face in my life.
I have trichotillomania and slight traces of OCD. I think of myself as friendly, and I'll gladly answer any PM's .
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 6th 2012, 02:35 AM
the love of my life who is dating my best friend.... yeah uh...so he kissed me.
and oh, lets all just jump to the conclusion that I'm the one to blame.
....maybe he'd talk to me if he knew that I had cut again....
but nope. he'll just be pissed at us. sure.
maybe he doesn't get that not hugging me, that not talking to me, that not being with him... its only going to drive me off the edge...
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 6th 2012, 11:12 AM
Sore throat AND I need to go to a careers advise interveiw. (although that should be helpful, just annoying that I have sit on a bus the an hour and a half to get there, and again to get back home)
Women are women, regardless of sex,
and men are men, in the same respects.
You can be both, or a mix of the two,
or you can be neither, if that's what suits you.
But people are people, whatever their parts,
because what really matters, is inside of our hearts.
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 6th 2012, 09:12 PM
Feel sick, tired, feel like a failure even when finally pulling my weight in school.... made myself puke..... gahh help... death sounds good.
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
Last edited by Validity; November 7th 2012 at 02:06 AM.
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 6th 2012, 09:52 PM
Feeling like trash on the side of the road..
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 6th 2012, 10:39 PM
My mom's boyfriend is a friggin prick and he's withholding my phone. My mom is totally siding with him and my sister is being a supreme bitch. My boyfriend is probably gonna do something stupid and the one time he should be able to lean on me, he can't.
I have got to find a way to die.
Re: Complaint of the day -
November 7th 2012, 12:49 AM
I'm sick so I keep coughing and I pulled a muscle in my back. Owwww.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive