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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 18th 2015, 06:18 PM
Today has been my worst day since i've been out of the hospital so far..
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 20th 2015, 05:28 AM
Customers are so freaking rude. Sometimes, I just want to stab them with their own straws... but I can't (and won't. I need my job).
And that regular in the store just down from mine... Oh goodness, that could have just as easily happened in my parking lot, to one of my regulars. It's awful. People, fast food customers, are the worst. (So is my boss)
Ugh.
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 20th 2015, 11:48 PM
Reading all these complaints might have not been a good idea. Stay strong you guys.
My complaint is that people keep yawning next to me and now I feel suffocated and shortness of breath by people stealing my air. And I can't do anything about it because it is their "right to yawn" and I'm so agitated
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 21st 2015, 09:40 PM
Went to my aunt's funeral. My other aunt's husband died.
*sigh*
ANNA
ENTJ, HERMIT, AUTHOR. "The most notorious ill-fortune must, in the end, yield to the untiring courage of philosophy - as the most stubborn city to the ceaseless vigilance of the enemy." - Edgar Allan Poe
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Re: Complaint of the day -
January 22nd 2015, 03:01 AM
Had a mental breakdown this morning. Two of my friends were mad at me for even going to school because of the state I was in. I just want things to go back to the way they were a month ago... when everything was okay.
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 22nd 2015, 04:14 AM
Take deep breaths, Anna.
You might not be conscious later, but you're conscious now. Relax. Relax. Breathe. Deep breaths. There's no reason to run off killing yourself just to put an end to a perceived non-existence that might actually exist. Your family may be temporary, and you may not be able to feel the pain if you leave them behind because of your despair, but they will be left behind. They will feel it, even if nothing exists beyond, even if you'd never know their pain, they'd feel it. And don't you love them?
Don't hurt yourself. Don't go searching for answers against an illusory reality, not until you've proven that that reality is in fact illusory. Life isn't pointless. It can't be. There must be a point. Without a point, there'd be no need for consciousness. Without consciousness, you couldn't experience life. You experience life every day, so consciousness exists. If a consciousness exists, there must be a point, and if there's a point, there must be a before and there must be an after. You can't make a life sandwich without two slices of bread on each side.
You are conscious, therefore you are. You are conscious, therefore there is a point. There is a point, therefore there is a before, and if there is a before and a now, there must be an after.
You are alive.
You need to calm down. Calm down.
ANNA
ENTJ, HERMIT, AUTHOR. "The most notorious ill-fortune must, in the end, yield to the untiring courage of philosophy - as the most stubborn city to the ceaseless vigilance of the enemy." - Edgar Allan Poe
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Re: Complaint of the day -
January 22nd 2015, 07:42 PM
I can't deal with school. Not with midterms right now. Most people are crying and it's so sad. The teachers are crying too. I don't know how to handle myself. But tomorrow is a full day of school. I don't think I can sit through a whole day of tears and mourning. I can't watch my teachers cry all day. I can't watch the other students cry all day. I've been crying too. This enviroment is so depressing. It's understandable, but I can't handle it.
~I was always scared of everything, even the carousel.~
~Don't worry about me. I'm sort of feeling fine, but by tomorrow, I'll be back on my feet again.~
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 22nd 2015, 08:37 PM
Too much too do, not enough time to do it.
This book is disgusting and it makes me want to vomit. I don't want to read about everything that's in meat and makes fast food, well, fast food. I already know. I'm a vegetarian and don't even eat where I work. I don't want to read this shit
I didn't get a new mentee, after all No clue what I'll be doing for the rest of the term....
formerly snowstorm, GoneBeyondRepair, and Breathless in Love
Re: Complaint of the day -
January 23rd 2015, 02:40 AM
<3 <3 <3 <3
I tried helping sis with math but I suck at it and was pushed away. My dad is being bossy to me and time is running out with finding a new apartment/aka saving ourselves before eviction.
I want to be better at helping people but in the end I'm just a worthless loser. I didn't leave the apartment for maybe a month now. I lost track. I was in bed almost all of these past three weeks. Either bed or cleaning.