Dirty Little Secrets.

[nightmare_anatomy]

I like rp'ing dirty with ladies.

[losing touch.]

i'm rubbish at hating people. even people who have completely fucked me over.. i'll give them a second chance. sometimes i think it's a good thing but sometimes i think people take advantage of it.

[LittleFish]

Sometimes I take a screenshot of her profile when she's online so I can look at it and pretend she's there when I'm lonely.

[Obliviate]

I pretend that it doesn't bother me. That I don't care we've fallen out. But it's absolutely killing me. I could talk to her about everything. She was one of my best friends. Now we barely speak, and it's tearing me apart.

[Commiseration]

I wish I had a friend.

[call_me_strange]

I see things that arnt real and I hear voices
Im too afraid to get help.

[Obliviate]

I tried forcing myself to throw up last night.
I feel so fat.

I ate too much today. I did fine calorie wise until I hung out with friends and they ordered me two drinks. I feel so fat. And I know if I gain weight back I will kill myself. I would rather be dead then any fatter.

[Nightblood.]

You promised you'd never be like them, so why have you been ignoring me?

[hidinginthatcorner]

Even though she lied about me to everyone at school, destroyed whatever stability and trust I had left in me, I still want to be her friend even though part of me wants to message her on facebook and yell at her.

I want to save him before he strays to far from his path, but I feel like I shouldn't interfere, yet if something bad were to happen to him, I know I will blame myself forever.

[FriendZoneMayor]

I lied... I'm still bi... and that hope I found is slipping through my fingers... I wanna cut and starve and I don't feel bad about it anymore...

[Obliviate]

I wanna cut so bad. But my mum hid the blades - again.

[HopelessVictim]

-All my life I have been forcing myself to be happy so much that I suceed...only to be brought back down again. I'm tired of trying to be happy.
-I no longer hate myself but I feel disgusted at the kind of person I've become time to time.
-When I get scabs, I pick at them until they bleed...then I lick off the blood....I love the taste of my blood, I thirst for it on a daily basis. I may be a real-life vampire who only drnks her own blood and not that of which others have.
-The only reason I'm alive right now is because you want me to be....maybe I'll start being a little more selfish and tell you to go fuck yourself so I can take the whole fucking bottle of your medication and (hopefully) die.
-I masturbate daily because orgasms are the only things that make me feel good now.

[Gingerbread Latte]

I have weird fetishes no one knows about.
I'm so freakin' horny all the time lately.
...
It upsets me when you feel down but I'm hesitant in telling you because I don't want you to not tell me when you're down.
I read your blog the other night. It hurt. It feels like I can't make you happy.
Although I'd never do it I think about killing myself way too often and I don't know how to talk about it with you.
I'm secretly hoping you read this.

One week into a SH free life and I just want to give in. The only one I chose to stay strong for has broken my heart.

[Commiseration]

I can't stand the feeling of knowing I don't have a chance. I could be perfectly happy... but... I know I'm not good enough. I'm never good enough. And I'm afraid I never will be.

[bitesize]

I'm so scared of going back to college. I'm terrified of the loneliness and the long lunchtimes if no one's around. I'm scared of depression coming back to get me. I'm so scared.

I SHed last night....

[Nomophobia]

I'm reading tips for anorexics :s

[Lullaby :)]

I guess things are looking up :')
Nothings perfect. It never was but for once in god knows how many years, I'm feeling happier more and more ) and i like it )

I cut for the first time in over a year last night.

[Allons-y!]

I want to cry. I want to scream. I want justification for anger. I want a distraction. I don't know what's wrong with me.

[KiwiGal]

i feel so fat, i made myself spew the other week, i wanna be like the other girls all pretty and skinny..
i act tough but its tht and act im still that weak lil girl who got beaten

[tallygrlforlife]

I like Justin Beiber.

[Boxy]

When you asked if I was ok and I said yea, then you asked if I was sure because I looked like I was going to cry and I still said that I am indeed, just fine- It was all a lie. I'm not fine... and I've been cutting everyday for the past week... I'm just far too ashamed to admit it... to anyone...

[Obliviate]

I'm scared to go and see her tomorrow...

[HopelessVictim]

I'm afraid because things are finally starting to look up...why am I afraid of that, you ask? Because ever since I can remember, every time I become happy after a long period of depression, someone decides to knock me back down. And eveytime I'm knocked down, I spiral deeper down into hopelessness than I was before. And if that happens this time, I know for a fact that I will go through with me plans, finish my suicide letter, and make it happen.

[Commiseration]

Sometimes I desperately want to tell people the truth about what they want or think, but then I stop because I don't want to be a total dream squasher.
Let the dreamers dream as long as they can before reality comes up and beats them back down to earth

[happyfacade]

I want to tell you how much I care about you, but I'm afraid you'd just do it to me all over again.

[Cullen]

I feel so alone.

[niente_]

I say I'm not jealous but I am.

[niente_]

Yeah you did YOU ABSOLUTE BASTARD :@ :@ :@

For a brief moment I absolutely hated you

[AmazonQueen]

i liked him in grade 8, i told him and asked him out he said he'd let me know...he got my best friend to tell over facebook three days later he said no and he started dating another girl he knows i don't like the next day, im starting grade 10 this year and he has change quite a bit, im afraid to think i may have a thing for him i'm just getting more and more attached we're pretty good friends i'd say but im not sure if i want to just stay friend...im afraid to think i may have feelings for him, i wish this was easier...i don't know what to do...

[faded_tears]

i cant come out as bisexual to my parents cause they will hate me or it

[Spellbound]

There's only one person in the world who makes me feel beautiful.

[PGP]

-i act cheerful and funny around everybody, even online, but the truth is..... most of the time, i just don't give a fuck...
-the one person i ever respected, that i ever loved, that ever made me happy... is not you.
-i felt happy and free when i heard she was dead...
-i cut myself every day (and i never really stopped)...

[savealife723]

Whenever I wrote a song for you,
it was your best friend I was thinking about when I wrote it.

Ha. Loser.

[AmazonQueen]

i talked to him again for the first time in two and a half years, we still love each other...I can wait forever but it will be another 2 years or so before we can actually be together god i still really do love him i'm scared things will change even more in those two years theres no better feeling than finding out the one you once loved still loves you after all this time

[savealife723]

I am super sexually attracted to him.

I can't wait for the day when I can start my own life and never look back. You have hurt me for the last time. I am not going to accept any, possible, apologies. You have ruined our relationship for someone you have known for a year. Good luck with that. I know one day you are going to wake up and be super unhappy and realize what you lost. When that happens don't turn to me.

I cannot wait for the day when my dad leaves you. I am not the only one who sees he doesn't love you. Rebounds really are a bitch. When he breaks you heart don't expect me to feel sorry for you because you and him together have broken mine. Maybe when you treat someone like crap you end up getting the same in return. Good luck with it all. And, truthfully, you can have him it if you want. I am done with him. I will find people who will really care about me and who won't hurt me. You won't because you keep setting yourself up for disaster!!!!