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Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
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January 4th 2013, 12:14 PM
I OD'd last night.
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
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January 16th 2013, 08:23 AM
I'm starting to make a plan to kill myself and honestly, if somebody told me they were thinking the thoughts I am having, I would tell them to call the police.
I've never been more miserable in my entire life.
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January 19th 2013, 02:50 AM
I've been using the mask again, smiling and laughing when people are around but as soon as they leave I am miserable and searching for something, any kind of weapon to take the pain away.
"Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars."
"For those who don't care, for those who can't see, never give up, always thrive to be free."
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January 27th 2013, 02:39 PM
im thinking about suicide again..
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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February 6th 2013, 03:59 AM
struggling....
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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February 6th 2013, 01:03 PM
I really love him, and everything about him and it would feel like I was cheating on him to go out with somebody else
Jay.
Buddy since 18/11/12 LiveHelp Operator since 22/12/12 Add me on Facebook Jay Louise Shorrock!
A whisper in the dark; is better than silence in the light. -Courtesy of your's truly.
My blog is open to all, those whom are easily triggered avoid, it's a story about a girl and her life and how far she has come over the years. If you read it, I hope it inspires you to keep fighting and to NEVER give up!
When you can no longer think of a reason to continue, you must think of a reason to start over.
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February 13th 2013, 02:52 AM
I've gone back to pretending to be okay. Sometimes I do such a good job at faking it that I even believe myself for a little while. Only a few people know that I'm not fine. And there's nothing anyone can do for me. It's not the depression this time, and now I'm doubting if it ever truly was. It's life. Everything's gone wrong, and I'm so sick of holding on and fighting for nothing. Most of it's beyond my control anyway.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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February 13th 2013, 07:32 AM
Suicide has been on my mind so much lately it's not even funny. I don't know what to think of that.
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.