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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 20th 2010, 06:20 PM
This teasing thing has to stop, what does it mean? First you invite me to go do something with you tomorrow night, just the two of us, and then you wink at me when I tell you I got permission. Quit messing with my head...
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March 20th 2010, 06:58 PM
What the hell do you see in me? What is keeping you hanging on? What about me makes you love me? There are so many other girls in this town that would suit you better, but you chose me... I don't know why...you have stuck with me through everything, all the fights we've been through, everything, we've been through so much crap, and you're still here, still committed, still in love...it's amazing...I just don't know what's keeping you around...
__DEVINxLEIGH,
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"Sometimes I have moments in life,
where I am able to forget for one minute,
exactly how lonely I am.
I live for those moments.
Is that pathetic or brave?"
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Last edited by CANDLEJA-; March 20th 2010 at 07:19 PM.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 21st 2010, 04:06 AM
To you, fucking bastard:
Pain. Hurt. Sorrow. Suffering. Greif. These things are not a fucking contest. What makes you think that because I have a sadness to tell, that you can try and beat it out? What the hell is wrong with you? To tell you the truth; I couldn’t fucking care less. Me: (explaining why today could’ve been better) Today is the two year anniversary of my friend’s suicide. They think it might have been an accident, but that doesn’t make it hurt less. His life was cut so short. You: I’m sorry Me: Thanks, it’s been a tough day. You: my turn, Me: (confused) sure.. You: Jan 2008 I leave house for dinner with dad and were driving down road and a man runs out in front of dads car and he is killed on spot. Still get flashbacks at times… I left. Seething. First of all, January… It’s March. Second, at times… not all the time? Oh how sad. Third, why the fuck are you trying to compete with my hurt? What is wrong with you?? Forget your fucking life and have some true sympathy, for someone else. You’re always talking about how horrible your life is cause you can’t find a girlfriend, or you don’t get out anymore… Get the fuck over it. Care about someone else, don’t turn it around into your problem, and tell it to someone who is clearly a bit broken down at that point. That’s just not right.
It’s just not right…
Rest In peace Monica, I miss you 1-3-10
I owe you my life, more than once over. And the only thing I can do, is 'Thank you.'
I last self harmed on June 9, 2009.
I'm always here. For anyone, who needs anything. No matter what.
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March 21st 2010, 04:30 PM
You're an absolute asshole. =)
We were friends. We were in a relationship as well, but I felt like it was more than that. We understood each other. We got each other. I had no reservations making plans for the future because I knew you would never hurt me. Stupid fights or misunderstandings couldn't break us. We were good together. Hell, we were great together. You were my best friend.
I'm pissed that you went and did this, and that you made me just like every other girl who got cheated on. We were more than that. You were more than that. I cannot believe I cared for you so much when you could just leave me so easily, so callously. Do you feel nothing? Really? Do you think you can be happy with her? How many weeks until she doesn't want you anymore? Nothing has changed. It'll be like it always was.
And when it's over with her, when you're finished and when she leaves you again, as she always will, I'll still be here.
But I don't know that I'll take you back. You messed up there. I'm going to go on with my life and meet new people and find someone who would never do that to me. (I would never have done that to you.)
I'll be happy.
What will you be?
let me light up the sky, light it up for you
let me tell you why, i would die for you
When you whisper, you must be absolutely as sincere as when you scream.
9 out of every 10 problems in relationships can be solved by talking. So why are we so damn quiet?
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March 21st 2010, 06:47 PM
I am tired of you. I don't want you in my life. You are such a jerk. You don't see what you do to me. You don't care. I just don't know.
I hate you so much right now. I don't know if these feelings will ever fade. Tired of you always hurting me and not taking any of the blame. You are a jerk and I need to get away from you I just do not know how? I don't have the means to support myself and I cannot live with mom. I am just trapped.
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March 21st 2010, 08:39 PM
If you treat me like your bitch one more fucking time . . . I won't leave you. I love you, even if you can be a total jerk. I know you'll make up for it later baby.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 23rd 2010, 12:09 AM
... How the FUCK can you tell me you want to be with me and everything, then say how you don't want to commit to anybody? How can you say you're "mine", yet still pine for that BITCH who had fucking destroyed you? Why am I always the last fucking resort? I'm sick of this! I KNOW if we EVER got together, you'd leave me as soon as someone better came along, which wouldn't take long. I know I'm a fat, ugly, disgusting piece of shit. Don't tell me otherwise just to end up proving me right.
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March 23rd 2010, 01:20 AM
Dear you,
EVERYTHING turns into a fight with you. I cant stand it anymore. Im in such a bad mood, why cant you just be there for me? Come on. I should be able to count on you, instead you made matters worse.
Dear me,
Go take your two vicodin, wash it down with a shot or twooo and have a nice night. Fuck you.
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March 23rd 2010, 11:54 AM
baby, baby. i love what you sent me. i love how you sprayed your perfume on everything. i have a countdown on my laptop until we get to freely spend 6 weeks together... 104 days, 16 hours, 4 minutes, 52 seconds.
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 23rd 2010, 08:25 PM
I hate you. I always have, always will.
I will NEVER forgive you for making me the way I am.
You blame everything on me, but in reality, this is entirely YOUR fault.
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March 23rd 2010, 08:51 PM
Why did you leave me like this... I'm so paranoid, I can't trust anyone. Did I do something to deserve that? I think I'm getting through it now, no thanks to you.
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March 23rd 2010, 11:41 PM
Im just laying here crying. Thinking.. This actually could be the end of things. Every day is a struggle. Every fucking day. The dreams, the nightmares, the flashbacks, the memories. Tonight I want it all to end. Please. Once again I pray that I will not wake up. Close my eyes tight shut and slow my breathing down where my heartbeat can not be felt. I want to go peacefully, yet I do not even deserve that. I cross my fingers as Ill lay in bed tonight. Goodnight.
xo
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March 24th 2010, 12:04 AM
why did you get together with me? it seems like you planned this all along. don't you get it? i like you for you are. it;s a simple at that. so could you please jsut fucking accept it. i don't get you. i never have and i never will. but i'm okay with that. im so confused. why are you bringing this up again? your the one that ended it and now your like hmmm let's bring it up again. gah. enough. just stop. it's eight months and i still cant find a fucking reason to be your friend anymore. yet i know if i leave. i'll break.
" One day at a time, this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering. "
i wonder when i'll finally jsut start accepting myself, when i'll stop saying i wish i could be like that person.
i have facebook, and myspace. and you can ask for it. :P
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March 24th 2010, 12:16 AM
You have GOT to be fucking KIDDING ME!! First the beginning of the year and you tell me that I'm faking all these rehearsals and shit because my facebook says I'm still online when you get together to do a freaking english group project. And NOW I'm freaking at home with a fever and I can't breathe and I'm all congested and it's all settling into my lungs and all you can say is, "OMG YOU'RE NOT DOING YOUR PART IN THE PROJECT." FUCK OFF!! I'm so sick I can't do shit. I literally cannot focus on anything, I'm trying cut me some slack!! I'm so done with you and your shit!!! )':
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March 24th 2010, 06:53 PM
I wish I could read your mind sometimes But seriously, I know I've said this before, but I like you a lot and for once I actually see thi going somewhere.....and I wish you knew how unusual for me that is!! It was really nice to hang out with you today (soberly )I think we're getting more comfortable around each other...which is good considering our major and mutual shyness. But really you're so so cute...and possibly the nicest guy I've actually liked in a while.
Honey, you're familiar, like my mirror, years ago
.....
I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
March 25th 2010, 01:33 AM
Even though we're not a couple, I pretend we are when we're together. I love it when you go along with it. I just wish it would continue outside closed doors.
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March 28th 2010, 07:56 PM
Dear my one and only love,
Thinking back to my life oh say, a year and a half ago. Yeah it was completely different. I was a lot more depressed, insecure and a bunch of other things that don't need explaining. Ever since you came into my life, i have been such a happier person. There are NO WORDS to explain to you how much i love you. I tell you what you mean to me all the time, but i don't think you fully understand, what a joy it is to have you in my life. We have been through so many ups and downs, but we managed to get over all the bumps in the road. I can't wait until i can hold you through the night, because i know the only way i will 100% get a good nights sleep is if I'm in your arms. I know your arms feel like home, even though i physically have not been in them. Those few days will be the best days of my life. You will have the ring on your finger and you will know how much i love you. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, so babe? Please don't forget it. Your the best part of me. I love you then. I love you. I always have and i always will. Your beautiful, amazing and strong and i adore you for the person you are.