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Re: What are you thinking right now? -
March 29th 2012, 07:40 AM
My head hurts and I need to find painkillers.. I don't know where they are. I should probably get dressed. I'm hungry. Can't eat while my family is still here, won't eat in front of them. Why won't they hurry up and leave already?
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
March 29th 2012, 10:24 PM
They are going to be so fucking sorry they said that. Period. End of story.
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“I will be generous with my love today. I will sprinkle compliments and uplifting words everywhere I go. I will do this knowing that my words are like seeds and when they fall on fertile soil, a reflection of those seeds will grow into something greater.”
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
March 30th 2012, 01:30 AM
This has to be a dream. I shouldn't have ever come here, I shouldn't have ever met you. I should've just killed myself when I had the chance.
You hate me now, I'm sure. I'm sorry.
Is it too late to apologize?
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“I will be generous with my love today. I will sprinkle compliments and uplifting words everywhere I go. I will do this knowing that my words are like seeds and when they fall on fertile soil, a reflection of those seeds will grow into something greater.”
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
March 31st 2012, 12:11 AM
Dear God:
Thank you for answering my prayers. No, I still haven't forgotten about him, but I can ignore that well enough. My mom and me get along, my dad and me get along, my grandma and me get along. All of us. I reaffirmed my belief that kids as a general rule tend to love me today, and I met some little tiny cousins I haven't seen since they were babies.
I'm happier. Still not my happiest. I feel sad that I don't have someone to love, in the way I want to love someone. I just want someone to hold, and to soothe, and to make this person feel better when he's feeling down just because it makes me feel better to make others happy. That's what I miss the most about him leaving, I think. Not actually him. I just miss the feelings I'd learned to associate with him.
Thank you for helping me realize that.
For this evening, I just have one thing to ask of you: Let my mom win. You know why.
A.F.C.
Anna's Personal Keys to Happiness 1. Do what you want within the bounds of reason, whenever you want to, and regret nothing. 2. If you have an opinion, don't beat around the bush, or there isn't a point in saying it. 3. Don't keep the company of anyone who won't like you and will try to change you.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
March 31st 2012, 07:49 AM
Its just so damn hard living in this damn place with these damn people and not being able to do a damn thing, damnit.
If I could help you, or you, or even you, I would. Definitely.
Goddamnit people, I love you.
But, apparently I'm not allowed to, all I gots to say to that is meh.
Peopleses, I knowses you can get through this stuffs.
You are strong. Stop denying it.
And its not just anybody I'm talking to, its you.
Please be safe.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
March 31st 2012, 07:52 AM
I wish you wouldn't have believed the lie so easily.
That's all it was...a lie.
I guess I must be a pretty good liar for you to believe it. I'm sorry. I'm weak. But I couldn't help myself. I didn't do it at school today, for once. I needed to now though. I had to.
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“I will be generous with my love today. I will sprinkle compliments and uplifting words everywhere I go. I will do this knowing that my words are like seeds and when they fall on fertile soil, a reflection of those seeds will grow into something greater.”
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
March 31st 2012, 07:53 AM
Also:
The one thought that is completely dominating my mind is the one that always is. I'm thinking about you.
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“I will be generous with my love today. I will sprinkle compliments and uplifting words everywhere I go. I will do this knowing that my words are like seeds and when they fall on fertile soil, a reflection of those seeds will grow into something greater.”
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
March 31st 2012, 07:56 AM
I'm thinking about a shitload of things tonight. Jesus fucking Christ.
-Will I ever get the courage up to tell you? I just need a good enough reason I guess.
Please, give me one.
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“I will be generous with my love today. I will sprinkle compliments and uplifting words everywhere I go. I will do this knowing that my words are like seeds and when they fall on fertile soil, a reflection of those seeds will grow into something greater.”
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
March 31st 2012, 08:00 AM
Want to know what ELSE I'm thinking about?
How typing isn't what I need to do right now. How I can't say nearly enough while I'm typing things out. How I'm still keeping so much in.
How I need a half hour, maybe just ten minutes, of your time. I need to vent. Get it out and be done with the whole thing. And maybe, just maybe, I'll say what I want to.
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“I will be generous with my love today. I will sprinkle compliments and uplifting words everywhere I go. I will do this knowing that my words are like seeds and when they fall on fertile soil, a reflection of those seeds will grow into something greater.”
Do you wanna come with me? 'Cause if you do, then I should warn you - you're gonna see all sorts of things. Ghosts from the past. Aliens from the future. The day the Earth died in a ball of flame. It won't be quiet, it won't be safe, and it won't be calm. But I'll tell you what it will be: The trip of a lifetime!
Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
April 1st 2012, 10:18 AM
Everybody hates me.
Surprising.
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“I will be generous with my love today. I will sprinkle compliments and uplifting words everywhere I go. I will do this knowing that my words are like seeds and when they fall on fertile soil, a reflection of those seeds will grow into something greater.”
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
April 1st 2012, 11:04 AM
I have no life.
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“I will be generous with my love today. I will sprinkle compliments and uplifting words everywhere I go. I will do this knowing that my words are like seeds and when they fall on fertile soil, a reflection of those seeds will grow into something greater.”
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
April 2nd 2012, 02:50 PM
Absolutely nothing
Self pity will not rescue you.
Sometimes we have to save our own lives,
not because no one else cares, but because no one else can.
Life for you has been less than kind
So take a number, stand in line
We've all been sorry, we've all been hurt
But how we survive is what makes us who we are.
Dreamed up the maps, give me the charcoal and the paper
We invent paths they cannot see, and they're too scared to walk
Only after disaster can we be resurrected. It's only after you've lost everything that you are free to do anything.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
April 3rd 2012, 04:31 AM
I wish I had never met you. Never said a word to you. Just killed myself when I had the chance, before I came here.
Then this wouldn't be happening. None of this would be happening.
I wouldn't be confused, conflicted, broken, and above all, I wouldn't be fearing for your life.
Don't do this. Oh dear god, don't do this.
-I hope this thing kills me.
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“I will be generous with my love today. I will sprinkle compliments and uplifting words everywhere I go. I will do this knowing that my words are like seeds and when they fall on fertile soil, a reflection of those seeds will grow into something greater.”
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
April 4th 2012, 12:45 PM
*completely blank*
Self pity will not rescue you.
Sometimes we have to save our own lives,
not because no one else cares, but because no one else can.
Life for you has been less than kind
So take a number, stand in line
We've all been sorry, we've all been hurt
But how we survive is what makes us who we are.
Dreamed up the maps, give me the charcoal and the paper
We invent paths they cannot see, and they're too scared to walk
Only after disaster can we be resurrected. It's only after you've lost everything that you are free to do anything.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
April 4th 2012, 11:28 PM
I'm thinking about how much I wish it was me that you were missing.
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“I will be generous with my love today. I will sprinkle compliments and uplifting words everywhere I go. I will do this knowing that my words are like seeds and when they fall on fertile soil, a reflection of those seeds will grow into something greater.”
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
April 4th 2012, 11:39 PM
I miss you. I really do. But I saw that Harmony had liked a status of yours, and I didn't look at it. I decided that I'd rather not see.
I'm proud of myself.
I love and miss you. Have a good life, and I'll have a good one, too, darling.
Anna's Personal Keys to Happiness 1. Do what you want within the bounds of reason, whenever you want to, and regret nothing. 2. If you have an opinion, don't beat around the bush, or there isn't a point in saying it. 3. Don't keep the company of anyone who won't like you and will try to change you.
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
April 5th 2012, 12:30 AM
-I don't want spring break to be over.
-I want this day to be over.
-Everybody in this house needs to leave.
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“I will be generous with my love today. I will sprinkle compliments and uplifting words everywhere I go. I will do this knowing that my words are like seeds and when they fall on fertile soil, a reflection of those seeds will grow into something greater.”
Re: What are you thinking right now? -
April 5th 2012, 01:42 AM
I am not ready to sing. Im not going to win. They have better voices. No Calm down, Daisy, you'll do fine
I dont want to meet her. She stole him from me. At least i think its her.
Used to be Misslostintears
If you ever want to talk or something, i am always here.
I've been around for a while now.
If someone tells you that something you love is wrong,
THEY ARE WRONG
IF someone tries to destroy your dreams,
SHOW THEM THAT WHAT THEY DO IS NOT GOING TO STOP YOU
YOU ARE YOUR OWN BOSS,
IT'S YOUR LIFE,
LIVE IT YOUR WAY!