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Why Me? Here is a safe space to let it all out, where you can rant about all the bad things life throws your way. Sometimes it just helps to ask "why me?"

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Today 12:10 AM
Butterscotch.
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm feeling so bored right now.
Yesterday 10:25 AM
Dawn.
Re: Screaming thread.

The days just blur into one now...
March 27th 2024 11:26 PM
Butterscotch.
Re: Screaming thread.

I hate these extreme cycles of my depression.
March 27th 2024 01:24 PM
Soda_Voxel
Re: Screaming thread.

I just want this to go away
March 27th 2024 12:04 AM
Butterscotch.
Re: Screaming thread.

Answer the damn email! All of you! Answer your email! Answer your text! Answer your Messenger!
March 26th 2024 05:45 AM
Kate*
Re: Screaming thread.

I only want to work when I'm not scheduled, explain that. I know what I want, and failing that, what I would be willing to accept. The problem is that it would take a miracle to get either. So, I should probably just give up on them both.
March 18th 2024 10:36 PM
Kate*
Re: Screaming thread.

I would only do that for you, and in return, I got shafted, and she didn't even speak to me; which may have another explanation, but is still off-putting. Maybe I'm not as welcome and wanted there as you made it seem. If you weren't as nice a person as you are, I would already be gone.

The conversation is definitely best saved for performance review time, or a discussion with your boss. The problem is, I don't know if I can hold out that long. And you wonder why I'm risk-averse with a paralyzing fear of failure! Because it's all I've ever known, dude. I take a risk, I fail, and the only thing I learn is that, because of who I am, I never should've bothered.
March 17th 2024 02:11 AM
Dawn.
Re: Screaming thread.

It's all getting too much again...
March 16th 2024 04:48 AM
Dawn.
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm just tired all the time.
March 15th 2024 09:57 PM
Soda_Voxel
Re: Screaming thread.

How the fuck am I going to live the rest of my life with this feeling this is miserable
March 14th 2024 10:35 AM
Dawn.
Re: Screaming thread.

I wish I had something to work towards...
March 13th 2024 06:46 AM
Kate*
Re: Screaming thread.

Some of that was deserved, but if that's seriously going to be your issue EVERY time I touch them, then I'll either stop admitting it's me, or you can do them yourself.

So, I might've REALLY fucked that up, but at least the money is still in the drawer, and technically it's the supervisor's fault for disappearing on me. And, I never learned how to do them because it hasn't worked since I've been there!

And, no I'm not sorry. You bitch that I don't get out right on time, I finally do, have to wait for you, finally get in the car and you want to go BACK IN because you couldn't bother to tell me in the last 8 HOURS that we needed milk?! FUCK NO.
March 12th 2024 10:50 AM
Dawn.
Re: Screaming thread.

I hate how tiring all of it is.
March 10th 2024 10:39 PM
Soda_Voxel
Re: Screaming thread.

i just dont know how much longer i can take this
March 10th 2024 05:19 AM
Dawn.
Re: Screaming thread.

Lets hope it doesn't last too much longer...
March 9th 2024 06:48 AM
Dawn.
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't know how much longer I can do this...
March 8th 2024 03:33 AM
Kate*
Re: Screaming thread.

Something feels off, and it would help if I could check for my schedule, or reset my expired password from here instead of having to wait until it dies down tomorrow.

Worst fucking day, and I have to go back tomorrow. Plus, my hours are cut back after I JUST fought to get what I needed.
March 3rd 2024 11:07 AM
Soda_Voxel
Re: Screaming thread.

I just want these feelings to go away
March 3rd 2024 08:17 AM
Dawn.
Re: Screaming thread.

I wish I wasn't in this situation...
March 2nd 2024 03:20 AM
Kate*
Re: Screaming thread.

Assuming things don't get any worse, and I hold out that long, it could be another 3-6 months. And even then, I doubt it'll do any good..
February 29th 2024 08:51 AM
Dawn.
Re: Screaming thread.

Do less, get more benefits.
February 28th 2024 08:21 PM
Soda_Voxel
Re: Screaming thread.

why is nothing i ever say right? i'm always so awkward and it hurts because it isn't even something i can change it is a fixed part of my being because i'm autistic and stupid
February 28th 2024 09:53 AM
Dawn.
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't know how much more of this I can take.
February 27th 2024 02:12 PM
Soda_Voxel
Re: Screaming thread.

Why does change terrify me even if it's good or neutral
February 25th 2024 08:36 AM
Kate*
Re: Screaming thread.

Even if the position opens, she will 100% get it over me. That's what he means by "other things" he won't elaborate on, and it's how he's justifying everything.

I don't want to, but I need to if it's offered, and based on how things usually go, I'm expecting it.

Why the fuck is my anxiety so high, I'd be stupid to confront him (again) about anything anyway, so it's not like I need to be afraid of that. Maybe I'm just sick of being jerked around.

I trusted him, and I never should have. Amazing human, shitty manager. And he screwed me and can't even admit it to my face. I don't even want to go in tomorrow, especially because its her and not him. I can wait for review time, when he can't walk away from me, or I can ask and see if he takes the bait. I doubt talking to him AGAIN will do anything, but this is taking up too much of my brain.
February 25th 2024 07:33 AM
Dawn.
Re: Screaming thread.

I really hope it helps...
February 24th 2024 08:38 AM
Dawn.
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't want to have keep feeding into my addiction anymore...
February 23rd 2024 09:51 AM
Dawn.
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm going to just keep to myself and do what I need to do...
February 21st 2024 10:06 PM
Soda_Voxel
Re: Screaming thread.

I suppose it's a good thing it's so inconvenient to do because it stops me doing it but I cant help but want and wish and crave
February 21st 2024 03:11 AM
Kate*
Re: Screaming thread.

I need more hours from you, because he doesn't have them. But, you're screwing me now too, so I don't even want to see what you said in response.

I'm probably just overthinking, but knowing that doesn't make it stop.

I know you don't like him, and I kind of agree with you, but it's not like complaining to me is going to do anything. You think it's unfair that he's your equal when he doesn't do his job the way you wish he did. And I could say the same about you. I don't think it's fair that you got promoted over me, even when you do the job better than I ever could. But, it is what it is, and complaining about it to the guy who made the decision is only going to make me look worse.
February 20th 2024 08:56 AM
Dawn.
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm just so tired of it all...
February 19th 2024 08:01 PM
Butterscotch.
Re: Screaming thread.

I barely recognize that today's Monday.
February 18th 2024 02:26 PM
Soda_Voxel
Re: Screaming thread.

Why is it so hard to heal and be kind to myself and so easy to show harm and hurt to myself?
February 18th 2024 01:46 AM
Dawn.
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm hoping it does get better...
February 16th 2024 09:23 PM
Butterscotch.
Re: Screaming thread.

Joints, muscles, bones are all hurting today!
February 14th 2024 01:32 PM
Butterscotch.
Re: Screaming thread.

I need to work on having better posture, my ankle is beginning to hurt.
February 14th 2024 08:40 AM
Dawn.
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm still holding on...
February 12th 2024 09:04 AM
Kate*
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't want to, but I will absolutely do so if necessary, you will NOT push me around. And she'd better be retiring, and those hours better come to me. 2 days at one, 3 at the other, no 15 hour days. It's not that fucking hard!

I've been looking forward to tomorrow all week, why do I have to be nauseous all of a sudden?!

The chance at possible promotion was the ONLY reason I even considered doing it. And, I'm sure at this point that I'm being manipulated and screwed over at the same time and that said promotion will never come because literally ANYBODY can have it but me.
February 11th 2024 09:38 PM
Butterscotch.
Re: Screaming thread.

They need to understand that I'm a fully functioning human being. While I don't always make a sound decision, I hate being controlled or manipulated.
February 11th 2024 02:45 AM
Dawn.
Re: Screaming thread.

Let's hope it doesn't last for much longer...
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