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Forum: Games and Things February 2nd 2009, 09:54 AM
Replies: 2,893
Views: 88,784
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Rate the Avatar and Signature Thread

:o you no love Sidney : [ lol

awh tis okay :]

Avatar 6ish also?
and your sig like 7? lol
Forum: Games and Things February 2nd 2009, 09:22 AM
Replies: 2,893
Views: 88,784
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Rate the Avatar and Signature Thread

Avatar : 7ish coz its got an awesome picture :]
Sig : umm, 7ish? lol. The faces annoy me slightly XD

(To the person who rates mine : Sidney the crab will be distraught if you rate him lower than...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 05:48 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 12,269
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

no its not, no its not and no, dont hide, it wont do any good hun
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 05:45 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 12,269
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

you CAN, seriously. i know i'm a bit of a bitch, but im here any time right? and you've got my number, so even if you need to talk to someone at 3am, i'm here okay?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 05:42 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 12,269
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

well you're obviously not fine, and they NEED to listen.
talk to someone, anyone?
you really need to...x
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 05:41 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

thanks, i know that now...i think...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 05:38 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 12,269
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

yes, i know that but your gp can help you.
they tried to help me.
and im letting them try again.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 05:21 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 12,269
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

I'm not meaning to sound horrible when I say this, but you need to talk to a councellor hun.
Thats the only way you're gonna get help.
x
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 05:15 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 12,269
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

You're sorry you did what? Save me? Ha, I wouldn't blame you.
You don't think I was wound up to? I didn't know you didn't like it.
I'm not gonna talk to you now, I'm gonna leave you because clearly...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 04:34 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 12,269
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

All I want to stay is, I'm sorry. If you don't believe me then you don't have to. It's your choice. But all I did was call you by your real name. If you didn't want to be called by it, then it...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 11:42 AM
Replies: 523
Views: 12,269
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Fine, well in that case I'm gone too.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 11:24 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

pfft, well thanks Cody. ily :]
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 11:17 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

She'd NEVER forgive me. EVER. end of...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 11:11 AM
Replies: 523
Views: 12,269
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, I'm sorry I mentioned that word.
I'm sorry that I said all that stuff last night.
I don't blame you for hating me.
But I AM sorry, doesn't mean much over the net I know, but I am.
There's...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 11:08 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Don't be stupid, how could she EVER forgive me.
I'm slowly going to fade away, and then suddenly, bang.
I'll be gone before you know it :]
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 11:07 AM
Replies: 523
Views: 12,269
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Its my fault.
Sorry.
I'll go instead.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 10:58 AM
Replies: 523
Views: 12,269
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith...
I'm sorry...
That's all I can say.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 10:21 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Mhmm...thanks Cody. I hope you take care :]
But, you know, these things ARE my fault. I made Faith mad, she hates me a lot, aha. Stupid me, yet again.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 30th 2009, 09:48 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Sick. That's what you are. You're sick of me. Sick of my moaning. Sick of my stupid attempts. Sick of me being around. Just sick...of me. So I spent most of the day at the hospital today. My brother...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 29th 2009, 04:12 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

aha. . . . .
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 29th 2009, 04:00 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I wish I could rewind time. Right now, I could just walk down to the doctors surgery and break down there. I'd scream for help, because I fucking want to die so badly tonight. I really do :'(
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 29th 2009, 03:53 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I was fricking attempting to be happy, I was happy yesterday, and today and then he started...fucking stupid bastard *SH some more...*
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 29th 2009, 03:41 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I just...I...I don't know what I want anymore...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 29th 2009, 03:21 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

i talk.
everyone gets sick of me...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 29th 2009, 03:00 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I'm broken inside...please make it stop...

No-one cares... :'( I just cut really deep...I dont know what to do...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 29th 2009, 02:51 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I'm broken inside...please make it stop...

No...but i've just been pushed over the edge by my drunken brother....i dont think i can take anymore.... :'(
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 29th 2009, 02:28 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Exclamation I'm broken inside...please make it stop...

I want to die now, i've decided...help :'(
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 28th 2009, 04:20 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 12,269
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith, okay, I don't know what just happened but I just found my happiness, and I'm not ever going to let it go. Someone in chat said something that touched me. We all have a guardian angel, they're...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 28th 2009, 01:44 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 12,269
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith. Okay. You know that conversation earlier, when we were talking on MSN, when I was at breaking point and you told me that I didn't have permission to go, and then you said you were trying to...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 28th 2009, 11:27 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

*cough*
Okay, so I'm so pissed off. Like, really pissed off. All I wanted was a goodbye. All I wanted was for people to read my other thread, and to realise that I was gonna, well, you know. But...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 27th 2009, 09:14 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Pfft, I now find myself asking the question what friends? aha.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 27th 2009, 08:46 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

:o spoil my happy mood!
Stupid parents...pfft...
Okay, so last August we went camping, and met a really nice family. We kept in touch with them, and now they want us to go down to Kent for a...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 27th 2009, 07:59 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

haha, indeed!
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 27th 2009, 07:52 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

lol I didn't think it look that good really, but it was soooo sad, and it's advertised as a 'feel good' film, but its really hard and upsetting actually. See, I DID listen to the introductary speech...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 27th 2009, 07:41 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Yesterday was a mistake. Like the day before, the day before that, even the day before that...and so on...but, today things have changed. I don't know why they changed, or how they changed, but I...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 26th 2009, 04:10 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

To everyone who has my MSN/Mobile Number/Facebook/Myspace/whatever...
Please delete them. You won't be needing them anymore, I can assure you...
So umm, yeah. That's that..
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 26th 2009, 03:56 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I'm sorry that I joined back in October. I'm sorry that, all I ever did was moan. I'm sorry that I haven't helped any of you. I feel like I'm not good enough for any of you, or myself. I'm sorry...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 26th 2009, 03:46 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Sorry. no, really, I am.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 26th 2009, 03:26 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

you really think....
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 26th 2009, 03:19 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I don't feel like I should be here...I feel like..idk anymore...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 26th 2009, 02:57 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I can't stop shaking, crying...i can't stop hyperventilating. I'm having like some major breakdown, I don't even know what i'm doing here. I don't know what I'm doing here. I'm cracking up,...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 26th 2009, 02:48 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

*sigh*
I'm a hypocrite.

I know what I want to say right now, but I don't know how to word it.
I'd try and help others, but there's no point in me anymore..
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 26th 2009, 01:59 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Mhmm...
I'm gonna go...thanks, and sorry
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 26th 2009, 01:33 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

What's wrong? What's wrong? Haha, good one. Okay, so here's my list that I just conjoured up in a few seconds.

1. I hate myself so much, seriously, like...I really do and I wish that I'd...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 26th 2009, 01:15 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Its not my fault if I don't believe it if people care, is it? Well, it is but thats only because of the past. The past changes people, and changes their views on the present and the future...

I...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 26th 2009, 01:05 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Hmm...Sorry, I'm stubborn myself...
I refuse to believe people care...
I can't change my view on that
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 26th 2009, 12:53 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Mhmm.
Sure.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 26th 2009, 12:49 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

haha c'mon, we all know that's a lie...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 26th 2009, 12:44 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

pfft, wrong person you're talking about there..
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 26th 2009, 12:39 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Me? A good person? I think not. *sigh*
and its okay Amy, take care okay?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 26th 2009, 10:27 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Sorry, for everything. I mean it, things just got really out of hand last night...but I think it might be sorted...I told him that he had to leave. I screamed, I 'hit' him, seeing as he wasn't...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 05:08 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

its too late...i love you all...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 03:43 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

how can i :'[
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 02:42 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

im sorry..
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 12:40 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

why the hell would I stay?!
Why the hell would I put myself through the pain any longer haha.
Hmm, alcohol and pills, nice conbination you think?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 10:41 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

No.
No.
and No.

Sorry, and goodbye.
Idk if I plan on returning later.
or at all.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 10:27 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

No. Its too late. I've really made up my mind.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 08:49 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I want to die. Now.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 07:38 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Well, here I am again. I'm guessing you're sick of me, and to be honest I wouldn't blame you. It seems like all I'm doing is making enemies here. But you know, I just realised that you can't keep...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 06:25 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

You're right on the edge...

...But its not your time to die.


Aha. Sure its not, and I'm like the Queen of England.

*deep breaths*
*One...two...three...four...five...six...*
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 06:16 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night had I known how to save a life...

Says it all really, doesn't it...?
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 06:05 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

'Whilst you're under my roof you do what I tell you to do'.
*cough* and the next question is prob going to be why don't I move out?
I can't. No money, no job, nowhere to go...I wouldn't be able to...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 05:57 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Because I am no longer allowed to be alone, in case I'm a silly girl, aha.
I'm 17, and they can't trust me...*sigh*
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 05:50 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Umm, well the song is 'Gone so Young' by Amber Pacific...
They both said that a while ago, but it sticks in my mind, like many other things, right?
Hmm...and yeah, my mum is forcing me to go...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 05:42 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Looking out of my window...looking out beyond the fields I can see the sun beginning to creep closer and closer. The sun is like my natural anti-depressant. As soon as it comes, everything seems...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 25th 2009, 04:35 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

i feel like crap..i dont belong..
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 05:35 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I just like, idk, my heads bleeding aha. Serves me right for banging it against the wall so hard.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 05:32 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Robin, you don't have to do that...really, please dont...I can't cope with another death because of me..
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 05:29 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Oh, and just to clarify.
1. I AM a bad person, I've proved that a lot today...
2. I WISH last night had happened...
3. Not making progress...
4. Feel worse...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 05:27 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Righty-oh, I've got to dash...I have things that I need to do...
If...If you're willing to chat on MSN, then i'll be back on in five mins, the internets being turned off and TH on the mobile isn't...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 05:19 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Cody, last night I was so sure. I was so sure...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 05:10 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Because of the reason above.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 05:04 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I killed him. I attempted. He said he'd do the same if I tried. I didn't believe him.
Why the fuck didn't I believe him!
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 05:02 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I'm feeling like how a murderer would feel.
Because thats what I am.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 04:57 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

murderer.
thats what I am.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 04:21 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

:[ that sucks :[
grrr I'm so worried!
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 04:07 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Ahh, so now I have a name for you :] Robin :]
Thats a nice name, and I'm glad you put your eyeballs back in, thats a relief :]
Oh, and I don't think you're creepy OR annoying, honestly, you're a...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 03:23 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Angry, angry, angry, angry, angry, ANGRY!
*deep breaths*
I feel like theres no point in life anymore...
I feel like each breath is my last...
I feel like my heart should just. Stop.
*deep...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 12:52 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

mhmm, i feel like its my fault though..im too busy wallowing in my stupid depression to notice whats going on around me! :[
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 12:39 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

In fact, crappy is nowhere near how I feel.
I just learnt that my friend is in hospital. Attemped...
Its my fault!
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 12:37 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

mhmm, I guess you're right..but I still feel crappy..
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 10:14 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Yeah, I know...and these people are important to me as well. Sometimes i feel they're more important than my real friends, yet all I do is throw stuff back at them and I don't mean to, I'm just lose...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 08:12 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

The words are mixed up in my mind, I want them to flow but they're scared to release. They're scared to admit the truth. I'm scared to admit the truth. I can't call anyone because no one knows, and...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 24th 2009, 05:12 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

ok, so i am sorry to inform you that im still alive, euen if i do feel like im at deaths door..
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 05:25 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

thanks...but yyou're confuusing me becasue i am not a nice person at all...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 05:11 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I'm gonna go and sleep as I feel ill...night all...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 04:53 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

No...not brave...not brave...
Laura is a coward...who runs away and who cannot cope..
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 04:47 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I did something stupid.
Because I am.
Stupid.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 04:29 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I'm scared Cody, I'm petrified...I really feel like i'm gonna pass out...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 04:11 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I'm such a joke...its unreal...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 04:06 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I can't go back 'up'. There is no 'up'. It's gone, until tomorrow...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 04:00 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I'm weak at the moment, perfect time to knock me down if anyone feels like it tonight..
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 03:37 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Thanks...but i've never felt this low in the whole of my life...I can't stop crying, I can't stop shaking, my chest hurts, I can't breathe, I'm having the worst attack of my life and I can't calm...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 02:56 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

So, umm, I just need to write and write and write because if I don’t then I’m going to fall into another one of my deep depressive states and then I’ll become trapped and I’ll spend the night...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 02:49 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 01:24 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Well, I kinda guess its good you're beginning to understand...but I'm not sure...I mean, I don't know. I miss all of the friends I've lost, but i was extra close with him and idk, i'm finding it more...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 12:46 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Three.
Three months.
Three months and.
Three months and you're.
Three months and you're not.
Three months and you're not here.
Three days and I give up.
Three days and I give.
Three days and...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 12:35 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Hmm. I want to write more, because my mood is crashing and I NEED to keep it up, I can't fall below the 50% margin, and I feel like i'll be there soon. Haha, on the 'up' side I just got an e-mail...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 11:51 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Yeah, I think I realise this now, although my mood is beginning to drop from like 100% to somewhere in the 70% margin...sucks...ahh well. Thanks anyhow :]
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 11:23 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Okay, so there's no point crying over spilt milk, right? Well, what if that milk was replaced by something much nicer, like...umm...hot chocolate?

So I took a little trip to these gardens near my...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 23rd 2009, 02:54 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Okay so I'm still here, I can practically hear the excitement in that. I don't know what happened, or what is happening. All I know is that they want me...to stop. So, Umm, i'mma gonna take today off...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 04:46 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I just want to have a sort of final vent of a sort. I want to say that I am sorry. I promised to be different when I returned but I couldn't keep that promise. I decided that I'd help people, again,...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 04:38 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

sorry.........for being a right twat.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 04:08 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Okay. Okay. Okay. I now realise this. I now realise what I have to do. I now realise that...that, I really seriously need to do this more than anything.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 03:48 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I feel sick :[ he's really gone...I'm stressing myself and back comes the migrane and the nosebleed :[ sucks...*sigh*
And my mum keeps going 'I hope you're not on any of those sites, she doesn't...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 03:40 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I don't think I can talk...
I don't think I can speak anymore...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 03:22 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I just need him. I need him so much. I need him. It hurts. He's the reason i'm like this...because...because I miss him...and I hate myself. I hate myself so much!
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 03:12 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Cody...he's gone...
He's left me, you kept me here too long! :'(
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 03:06 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

because I'm going to a different world, Cody. I will live happy there.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 02:53 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Yeah, of course.
You make me giggle :]
Long and happy life? Yeah, I'm working on that right now, only you're trying to stop me! :]
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 02:45 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Why do I get the feeling you're trying to make me stay in this hellhole. I don't know if i'll see him, but its worth the risk, he wants me to go soon Cody, so I don't have long :] I'm sorry if i'm...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 02:39 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Haha, but Cody, can't you see? I HAVE thought about this, for the past few months. I haven't thought about anything so much before in my whole life! I know this is the right choice to make,...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 02:29 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Dont use that terminology Cody :] I am mearly entering a new world to be with him :]
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 02:24 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I'm sorry you feel that way but...but...I'm happy now! I've found it, I've found my reason...why can't you be happy for me, Cody? :[
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 02:19 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

No, you don't understand :] I was meant to do this, this was meant to happen :] This is my way out Cody, my escape. This is my way of being with him! :]
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 02:13 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

The one person that made me happy was him. He made me feel alive, he made me feel like a human, like I was loved. He trusted me and I trusted him...with my life. Now he's gone and I'm depressed even...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 02:03 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

But you don't understand Cody, I think I've just found my happiness...I think I've just found it :]
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 01:52 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I'm dead inside. Literally. I'm so cold. He wants me to be with him. He's here now :]
He tells me so much, I love him...he still looks the same, he looks perfect.
I'm thinking, because I've been...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 01:39 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I find it hard to move on, you know..? Its like, I don't grieve at the time, I do it months later...like when my nanna died, I didn't cry until like 2 months later. People think I'm emotionless, my...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 01:34 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

No, you see thats where you're wrong. I did know. We argued moments before. Then he disappeared and...I knew and I couldn't stop him!
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 01:27 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I was supposed to follow the signs. He wrote a song about...and then he...and...I should have stopped him. I thought I could learn from my mistakes but obviously not :[ I feel so alone, so empty, so...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 01:23 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I find it hard to cope. I just, I don't know. I don't know what I'm asking, I just need someone here, you know...I need someone to wake me...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 01:16 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I...I just need someone. I need someone here. I've never had anyone comfort me, or hold me tight. I just need someone. I wake up and I feel like everyday is gonna be good, and it always turns out...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 01:07 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I talk to him all the time, not a day goes by...I was getting better back in October, then, this happened and I'm back to square one...I can't get over it, I try but I can't. This time its different.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 12:56 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

People don't believe me when I say he's real.
He's real. He's here.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 12:50 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I don't even know why I'm so frickin bothered to be honest, he's just wound me up. My whole day, little things have been getting at me and argh! Its like I take one step forward and 12 steps back!
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 12:38 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Okay, so I'm fucking more depressed than I've ever been and I was hoping today that things would get better. I woke up this morning, reluctantly got ready. I'd made myself ill last night so this...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 22nd 2009, 01:33 AM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Okay, so now i've got to go to college and put on a happy face in front of everyone!
Maybe i'll surprise them today, maybe they'll begin to realise what a fricking psycho i am haha. I've got nothing...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 05:04 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 12,269
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Faith. Listen to these people. Just listen to them.
They haven't posted 220 messages for no reason.
They want to save you. Let them help. Please.
Or i'll be seeing you soon, and trust me, you...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 04:28 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I can't do this without him. I've tried, believe me i've tried. Everyone blamed me for him...it wasn't my fault, I thought it was but it wasn't. I just need him. I'd do anything to have him back. I...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 04:21 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I can't let anyone close to me, I can't...they hurt me...the last person I let in..he..I miss him :'( He was my life and I need him...I need him so much...I can't do this without him...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 04:13 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

mhmm...I'm sorry Cody, I didn't mean anything I said :'(
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 04:03 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

You know...I don't know what I do want anymore. I wanted to be happy, I wanted another chance at life...I wanted someone to listen to, but people come along and they hurt me and destroy me, I so turn...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 03:45 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

You're right Cody, I don't want to hear it. Not any more. Why the hell should I calm down Cody? Why the fricking hell should I calm down?! How many fricking times do I have to tell you that I don't...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 03:31 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Cody to be honest I really couldn't give a damn right now. I don't want to hear what you've got to say. I couldn't give a crap if they meant it in a nice way or not. This isn't even about this...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 03:23 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Cody, don't take this personally. I'm sorry, as you've probably read in my message by now.

I can't see any reasons? Do I deserve more critisism, please, enlighten me. C'mon, I can take critisism...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 03:14 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

You know when you're pushed too far? I take it, I take some more, and some more and then finally I snap. There's only so much I can take right now, and I'm too angry to see sense right now, yeah, I...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 03:03 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Okay, so maybe I'm slightly on the verge of a breakdown right now. I'm pretty annoyed to say the least and its so difficult for me to refrain from fricking swearing, but i'll try to stick to the...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 02:59 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 12,269
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

you know the two of us are quite similar, although its hard to believe. really, we are. Im sorry i snapped, im not so good right now, but just please try and listen to people, i know its hard to get...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 02:54 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

I know it fricking takes time, I know that but everyone here doesn't grasp that it takes time for me. I swear they think I fricking make it up, some people on this site fricking do my head in. They...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 02:50 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Nah, I wouldn't like to end up dragging you down with me. I probably won't listen to a word you have to say either, right? I fricking hate the world. I hate myself. End of.
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 02:45 PM
Replies: 264
Views: 7,163
Posted By .KillCasino.
I've fricking had enough!!!!!!

Okay, I fricking admit defeat. I'm sick of this whole place. Life. Fricking sucks. I hate the way that my life is crowded with arguements. I hate the way that no one thinks I fricking listen to a...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 21st 2009, 02:41 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 12,269
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

Well Faith, I'm here to offer you some of that nice constructive critisism that everyone else is bomarding me with, haha. You know, you're close to 200 posts, yet what has changed? You're ignoring...
Forum: Depression and Suicide January 20th 2009, 06:19 PM
Replies: 523
Views: 12,269
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe

you know, 5 pages of posts is something of an achievement, but its still no closer to helping, is it? people obv care, inc myself believe it or not. i care too much i think, n im seriously...
Forum: Music January 17th 2009, 09:58 AM
Replies: 420
Views: 32,628
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Favorite band/singer/song thread!

I have so many favourite bands such as; Story of the Year, Darren Styles, Chicane, Ultrabeat, Kings of Leon, All American Rejects....anything that falls under the genres of...
Forum: Games and Things January 8th 2009, 04:51 PM
Replies: 164
Views: 7,396
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: Different usernames upon reregistration

Well, I was formerly...

I-thought-I-was-strong...

bit of a lame name, lol. I didn't know what to call myself and I hated it XD

Now i'm umm, *checks*

.KillCasino.
Forum: Birthdays! January 8th 2009, 04:43 PM
Replies: 420
Views: 50,467
Posted By .KillCasino.
Re: When Is Your Birthday?

My fantastically wonderful birthday is on April 19th 1991
Meaning I'm 18 this year...good times
But my 18th is on a Sunday...bad times
My friends is the day before, on the 18th so we're gonna...
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