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Forum: Why Me? July 26th 2017, 05:10 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

if I had blades I'd cut right now
Forum: Why Me? July 25th 2017, 04:57 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm gonna get fireddddd
Forum: Why Me? July 22nd 2017, 07:12 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

When the crisis text line doesn't respond <
Forum: Why Me? July 21st 2017, 07:31 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

This hurts this hurts this hurts so much
Forum: Why Me? July 21st 2017, 04:18 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Shit doesn't change. Not when you're 20. Not when you're 41. Not when you're 52. Rest in peace, Chester Bennington. :'( I'm sorry.
Forum: Why Me? July 20th 2017, 06:52 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I hate anniversaries.
Forum: Why Me? July 18th 2017, 06:58 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I want to die
Forum: Why Me? July 15th 2017, 12:41 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Think I should kill myself while I'm in Arizona.
Forum: Why Me? July 11th 2017, 05:23 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

LITERALLY I HATE TEEN WOLF. GETTING ME ALL UP IN MY GAH DANG FEELS. AAAAAAAHHHH.
Forum: Why Me? July 8th 2017, 06:09 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

After paying for the bus pass, therapy, and my phone, I'll have $38 left. If this sore throat doesn't go away/gets worse, guess who's gonna be paying $35 for urgent care? :rolleyes: So much for...
Forum: Why Me? July 7th 2017, 05:42 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I have a feeling I'm gonna be disappointed at my check tomorrow. I need at least $150 and I don't know for sure what I made.
Forum: Why Me? July 4th 2017, 01:47 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I hope this doesn't start a fight because that wasn't my intention.
Forum: Why Me? July 3rd 2017, 08:07 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm tired of living in constant anxiety and self hate.
Forum: Games and Things June 30th 2017, 09:28 PM
Replies: 2,372
Views: 85,392
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: TPBM game.

False.

TPBM likes Chinese food.
Forum: Why Me? June 30th 2017, 08:40 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm so fucking annoyed and I don't know what to do with myself. Constant thoughts of suicide.
Forum: Why Me? June 29th 2017, 08:42 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Yeeeah if this ovarian cyst could go away that'd be greeeeat. If that's even what it is. Whatever it is go awaaaay. :mad:
Forum: Why Me? June 28th 2017, 11:32 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

been thinking they were on some dumb shit for years but they actually might have been on to something. I don't want to have bipolar ii. Why can't it just be regular depression? why am I not dead yet
Forum: Why Me? June 27th 2017, 08:49 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Do you ever think of me? Or is she really that fucking special?
Forum: Why Me? June 25th 2017, 08:28 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I wonder how many ignore lists I'm on lmao
Forum: Why Me? June 25th 2017, 07:58 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm apathetic. I don't want to live. I don't want to do anything.
Forum: Why Me? June 24th 2017, 06:43 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I need you now more than ever but you fucking dropped me like I didn't mean shit to you and I fucking hate you for it. I hate you.
Forum: Why Me? June 23rd 2017, 05:54 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

gotta love nightmares about rape, cutting, and suicide
Forum: Why Me? June 23rd 2017, 02:37 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Your mood is poisonous. Fuck off with it.
Forum: Why Me? June 21st 2017, 05:30 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm not a friend to anyone
Forum: Why Me? June 19th 2017, 02:34 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I feel so sick rn and I feel even worse thinking about what I'm doing this week. Not excited to start work.
Forum: Why Me? June 18th 2017, 10:10 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Please pull out the box of memories and show me all the cringy shit I did when I was a child. That's exactly what I want right now, while I'm in the throes of struggling with things from my past....
Forum: Why Me? June 17th 2017, 03:38 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Don't get offended when dad gets snippy with you after you just got snippy with me. Double standard having ass high maintenance bitch.
Forum: Why Me? June 15th 2017, 04:03 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Ooohhh wow I'm a failure. I hold myself back.
Between nightmares and dreams about C, I can't catch much of a break.
and I am seriously considering walking into traffic rn
Forum: Good Days! June 14th 2017, 03:35 AM
Replies: 12,140
Views: 546,624
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: I'm happy today because...

I ARE EMPLOYED AGAIN. :D
Forum: Why Me? June 13th 2017, 01:07 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

On God if I start my period while I'm out today I'm gonna throw myself in front of a car. There's only so much physical stress I can handle when I'm all by myself.
Forum: Why Me? June 13th 2017, 04:14 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I would rather walk into traffic than go to this interview
Forum: Why Me? June 12th 2017, 04:36 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm tired and I don't want to wake up anymore
Forum: Why Me? June 10th 2017, 11:05 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I wanna cry and I don't know why. Yay PMS.
Forum: Why Me? June 10th 2017, 05:34 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm feeling okay today. But I can feel it slipping.
Forum: Why Me? June 9th 2017, 11:05 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't know what I'm waiting for
Forum: Why Me? June 8th 2017, 03:14 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Want to write. Can't think of anything.
It's hot. There's a community pool. Need to shower before I swim. Don't want to shower.
Want to play video games in the next room. Don't want to put clothes...
Forum: Why Me? June 7th 2017, 08:22 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Too depressed to give a damn
Forum: Self Harm June 7th 2017, 06:01 AM
Replies: 21,409
Views: 969,284
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Self harm free!

zero ... .
Forum: Why Me? June 7th 2017, 04:10 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

It's not that I don't care that people will be hurt if I do this. It's just not enough to stay. I can't live for other people.
Forum: Why Me? June 6th 2017, 05:08 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I GET IT I GET IT I FUCKING GET IT OH MY GOD SHUT UP. SHUT UP. LET US HAVE ONE CONVERSATION WITHOUT TALKING ABOUT HOW MUCH FUCKING MONEY I OWE YOU.
Forum: Why Me? June 6th 2017, 12:25 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Aaand I tanked. Nice. Can't just feel good for fucking nothing.
Forum: Why Me? June 4th 2017, 10:41 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Just waiting for the right time. Again.
Forum: Why Me? June 3rd 2017, 09:04 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Just the thought of talking to you scares the shit out of me
Forum: Why Me? June 2nd 2017, 09:53 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

This world is poison and death is the cure
Forum: Why Me? June 2nd 2017, 03:37 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

This thought literally sits on my shoulder 24/7
Forum: Why Me? June 2nd 2017, 10:14 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

That good feeling lasted less than an hour. I want to die.
Forum: Why Me? June 1st 2017, 04:58 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

If I hold out this will kill me. Woot.
Forum: Why Me? May 31st 2017, 05:08 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't know why I've lost my appetite. But I'm losing weight and dehydrated and so. frickin. tired. And that's not good. And I kinda don't wanna do anything about it because I wanna die.
Forum: Why Me? May 31st 2017, 02:51 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

No motivation.
Forum: Why Me? May 30th 2017, 07:55 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I want people to stop criticizing me but then again I'm not doing anything good for anyone to recognize. I'm tired of being pestered to do all this shit that I don't want to do. Jfc I don't wanna...
Forum: Why Me? May 30th 2017, 11:42 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

The world is killing me
Forum: Why Me? May 29th 2017, 07:42 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

If I for any reason don't want this job my dad is gonna think I'm being lazy. Or too picky than I can afford to be right now. And I hate the position that puts me in. If I have to answer the phone...
Forum: Why Me? May 29th 2017, 06:59 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

It's a shame I can't get a sugar daddy to pay my debts or for the IOP because my parents would DEFINITELY find out.
Forum: Why Me? May 28th 2017, 06:05 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Will I ever stop having dreams about you? The world may never know
Forum: Self Harm May 27th 2017, 11:03 AM
Replies: 21,409
Views: 969,284
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Self harm free!

Six months and three days.
Forum: Why Me? May 27th 2017, 10:55 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't like feeling up and okay bc it always comes crashing down and I just hate it. I know every good thing I have goes away.
Forum: Why Me? May 27th 2017, 12:10 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Nothing like having nightmares about being raped, held hostage, in a 130-mph car crash, sent to jail, turned away from a hospital because you don't have any money for a rape kit, having everyone you...
Forum: Games and Things May 25th 2017, 06:58 PM
Replies: 10,497
Views: 531,743
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

Imagining all the different things you could say is torture, especially because I don't even know yet if I'm going to do it.
Forum: Why Me? May 25th 2017, 06:11 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

"Help me get over what I did to you"
Sounded like a good idea until I thought of that. Nooooo. Nooooot gonna happen. It'll end so badly if I do this.
Forum: Why Me? May 25th 2017, 12:42 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

My. Wisdom. Teeth. Are. So. Uncomfortable. Oh. My. God. WHY IS MY MOUTH SO SMALL.
Forum: Music May 25th 2017, 12:41 PM
Replies: 12,179
Views: 691,430
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Song/Quote of the day!

I'll wait for you there
Like a stone...
Forum: Drugs, Alcohol and Addiction May 25th 2017, 09:28 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 10,125
Posted By nothereanymore
Caffeine addiction.

So, I know I can look on the internet for ways to curb my caffeine addiction, and I will. What I'm looking for is testimonies, your own experience with the addiction and/or how you deal with it.

I...
Forum: Why Me? May 25th 2017, 07:32 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't know if I should call this pain or discomfort but I don't feel right. My body is all tense and I'm uncomfortable. This better not be withdrawal from Lamictal. Fuck that shit. :glare:
Forum: Why Me? May 25th 2017, 04:11 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

"I yell because I care."
No, you yell because you don't fucking know how to not be aggressive.
Forum: Why Me? May 23rd 2017, 10:58 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

How... did you not know... that this is an every day thing... I am literally like this every single day. What the fuck made you think I only experienced random sporadic bouts of depression? I have...
Forum: Why Me? May 23rd 2017, 01:06 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

i don't want to face them again. they had so much faith in me and i let them down. they'll ask me how this happened and i'll have to tell them i remained a subpar human being despite their efforts to...
Forum: Why Me? May 23rd 2017, 01:25 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I want to die. I can't take the world.
Forum: Why Me? May 22nd 2017, 09:41 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I
Want
To
Be
Drunk
and I want to steal a razor from the drawer
Forum: Why Me? May 22nd 2017, 03:37 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I didn't make you mad so I don't have to do anything to placate you. I did nothing wrong. So I don't have to do anything. Maybe if I say that enough times I'll believe it.
Forum: Why Me? May 21st 2017, 09:30 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

It's never gonna stop
Forum: Why Me? May 19th 2017, 12:49 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Sorry staying alive is such a fucking hassle for you. But it would be hard for you to deal with me killing myself, right?
Forum: Why Me? May 18th 2017, 05:51 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Like a Stone was one of the first songs I ever loved. I'm heartbroken that Chris Cornell has passed away. He's suspected to have killed himself, and that hurts. To be fifty-two and sober... just to...
Forum: Why Me? May 18th 2017, 02:06 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

It's not a self fulfilling prophecy it is what it is I'm fucking worthless
Forum: Why Me? May 18th 2017, 12:50 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm an idiot
Forum: Why Me? May 17th 2017, 10:28 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I keep feeling little pangs. Feels like my ovaries. So here's hoping it's just cysts fucking up my cycle and not the presence of a human because apparently cysts can do that.
I'm gonna feel so...
Forum: Why Me? May 17th 2017, 05:35 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm scared. I can't be pregnant. Please. :( Cravings, food aversion, breast tenderness and swelling, change in body odor... I don't notice a change in my body other than my breasts. If I am I'm at...
Forum: Why Me? May 16th 2017, 03:08 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

How cruel would it be to be pregnant, my health being what it is. I can't even take care of myself. Loooord help me I don't want to wait until Friday to ask for my stepmom to buy a test but I'm broke...
Forum: Why Me? May 16th 2017, 08:09 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Say it with me: I am not pregnant. I have had three periods since the last time I had sex. No babies. No.
if I am/ever was pregnant I fucked UP. I've gotten wasted three times and smoked weed and...
Forum: Good Days! May 16th 2017, 05:59 AM
Replies: 12,140
Views: 546,624
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: I'm happy today because...

Looking at literary agents. I don't want to even think about publishing until all four books in the series are done, but it's exciting.
Forum: Why Me? May 16th 2017, 02:17 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm a worthless human being
Forum: Why Me? May 14th 2017, 10:06 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm so tired. In every way.
Forum: Why Me? May 14th 2017, 06:47 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Here's a joke: girl wearing TWLOHA shirt walks into a behavioral hospital wanting to be admitted.

That's it. That's the joke. I'm a fucking joke.
Forum: Why Me? May 14th 2017, 02:15 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Word of advice: if you have an old account on here don't look back on the posts you made. I wish I never ever ever ever remembered that.
Forum: Why Me? May 13th 2017, 11:53 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Suicidal every second of every day
Forum: Why Me? May 12th 2017, 10:58 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

What am I even doing here lmao
Forum: Why Me? May 12th 2017, 07:53 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm starting to feel like he's unstoppable. And it makes me want to jump in front of a car. Not that I needed a reason to want that.
Forum: Why Me? May 12th 2017, 01:47 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I pissed everyone off today. Nice.
Forum: Why Me? May 11th 2017, 04:56 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

FUCKING. LEARN. HOLY SHIT.
Forum: Why Me? May 9th 2017, 11:31 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Are you proud of your lack of empathy? You are a disgusting human being.
Forum: Why Me? May 8th 2017, 11:49 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Okay. I'll man the fuck up. We'll see where that gets me, you callous fucking prick.
Forum: Why Me? May 7th 2017, 09:28 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

It's... actually NOT that hard to help me feel better??? Sorry I make things so difficult Jesus Christ
Forum: Why Me? May 7th 2017, 08:30 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

If I could beat myself I would
Forum: Why Me? May 5th 2017, 06:20 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm a horrible person. All this is for nothing.
Forum: Why Me? May 4th 2017, 01:35 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't feel well rested at all. I could use another six hours of sleep.
Forum: Why Me? May 4th 2017, 12:21 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't deserve friends. I don't deserve friends because I'm broke and don't drive. It's nice to know that that self-deprecating thought isn't just a self-deprecating thought. It's the truth.
Forum: Why Me? May 3rd 2017, 06:06 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Failure. Doomed. Destined for nothing.
Forum: Why Me? April 30th 2017, 03:35 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I can't. I'm done.
Forum: Why Me? April 28th 2017, 03:02 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

No one would choose me. They're still here because of the obligation. "Because we've been friends, we are friends." But if I met them today they wouldn't choose me. I'm not worth a damn. train tracks...
Forum: Why Me? April 28th 2017, 04:58 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

You both need counseling. All the shit you've been through has turned you into monsters. All I can think about is all the hurtful things you said to me. "The visit didn't quite go how I wanted it...
Forum: Why Me? April 25th 2017, 07:13 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I hate you. I hate you I hate you I hate you.
Forum: Why Me? April 24th 2017, 11:12 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

"Cut back on the therapy. We can't afford it."
BUT IM NOT A FINANCIAL BURDEN RIGHT
Forum: Why Me? April 24th 2017, 03:41 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Had a dream about C AND J and I don't want to be awake and in public right now. Strange as it sounds I want to go back to sleep to have better dreams. Or at least escape reality. What kind of...
Forum: Why Me? April 24th 2017, 04:12 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

where the fuck am I gonna hide a bottle of liquor and two boxes of razor blades
Forum: Why Me? April 19th 2017, 04:45 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Fucking cut me off on my birthday. You're a prick.
Forum: Why Me? April 17th 2017, 06:47 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Done done done done done
Forum: Why Me? April 17th 2017, 06:10 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't want to go to sleep because I know I'll have nightmares and I'm terrified. I'm terrified. I don't want to live. I don't want to live. I'm so scared.
Forum: Why Me? April 16th 2017, 11:45 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

triggering

a 'friend' grabbed my hand and put it in her bra when we were lying in her bed one night. I was eight or nine. She was older and well endowed and I remember being curious but I never...
Forum: Why Me? April 16th 2017, 06:25 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I never wanted to make it to twenty
Forum: Why Me? April 15th 2017, 02:41 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

It's always flattering when someone says something reminded them of me. Just, you know, not when that thing is 13 Reasons Why. :rolleyes:
Forum: Why Me? April 12th 2017, 04:49 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

You're delusional.
-
Where is death. Come the fuck on.
Forum: Why Me? April 10th 2017, 09:30 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Send. Me. Home.
Forum: Why Me? April 10th 2017, 04:21 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Love when you lecture me like I've done something wrong just out of the blue. What the fuck. Go get some psychiatric help because I may be sad but you're fucking crazy.
Forum: Why Me? April 8th 2017, 05:12 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

hours left

Edit: or not. Holy shit.
Forum: Why Me? April 8th 2017, 05:53 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Do I stay and give inpatient and PHP and IOP another chance or do I accept that full recovery is not possible for me and end it because I'm really not down to only be lacking balls here. Something...
Forum: Why Me? April 8th 2017, 12:28 AM
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Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I should've spent more time in inpatient. I should've been forced to slow down instead of being so anxious for the next step. I was as low as low gets. I should've been forced to stay until I was...
Forum: Why Me? April 7th 2017, 11:08 PM
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Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I can't believe you don't see what you're doing and that you think I'm just trying to put you in a little box. You fucking bitch.
Forum: Why Me? April 7th 2017, 12:55 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm tired of this dominating my every waking thought.
Forum: Why Me? April 6th 2017, 08:26 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Holy shit I think my dad just saved my life
Forum: Why Me? April 5th 2017, 08:53 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't have the right to have a problem with the way someone treats me because I'm not perfect. When I cry because I've been pushed to the edge, I need to get a handle on my emotions. I'm expected...
Forum: Why Me? April 5th 2017, 07:30 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I've told you I don't want to be touching anybody's underwear but you keep me doing your laundry and saying it's silly. No, it's not. Jesus Christ.
I'm tired. And low. And I've never used the...
Forum: Why Me? April 4th 2017, 12:38 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

It'll be agonizing but at least I'll die
Forum: Why Me? April 2nd 2017, 12:53 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm a fucking joke.
Forum: Why Me? April 1st 2017, 08:26 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I want to go lie on the train tracks. I want to die I want to die I want to die. I'm panicking. I hate myself and I don't want to do this anymore. I can't let it go. I'm done. I'm dying.
Forum: Why Me? March 31st 2017, 04:14 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I cry over you way too much.
Forum: Why Me? March 31st 2017, 12:00 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Why are you just now telling me this? Also why are you bringing up something entirely different from what we were talking about? Why am I always doing something wrong?
Forum: Why Me? March 30th 2017, 06:23 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

"It's an inconvenience to me that you don't want to stay home alone with the man who molested you"
Forum: Why Me? March 30th 2017, 02:03 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't care that nothing bad happened. I told you I knew nothing would happen. I feel uncomfortable being alone with him. You can't promise me things and then take them back, especially when they're...
Forum: Why Me? March 30th 2017, 06:10 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Why don't you just spit in my face? Also why don't you tell me you don't care about my mental health because I FUCKING told you I didn't want to be alone with him and you did it today and you want to...
Forum: Why Me? March 29th 2017, 05:44 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Please do not end our friendship. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me.
Forum: Why Me? March 27th 2017, 06:11 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Get me out of my head I can't take it
Forum: Why Me? March 26th 2017, 07:03 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

My heart hurts. I feel like I've lost a friend.
Forum: Why Me? March 26th 2017, 03:36 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I want to go home and hurt and kill myself
Forum: Why Me? March 25th 2017, 12:51 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't belong anywhere and I want to die
Forum: Why Me? March 22nd 2017, 05:20 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I didn't get into college. Catch me at a tall bridge with no water.
Forum: Why Me? March 21st 2017, 03:31 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm wearing a dress and my stepdad says, "Now if you'd dressed like that in high school..." implying I'd have looked better. Like. Thanks. I know I was ugly in high school but that wasn't the real...
Forum: Why Me? March 20th 2017, 12:46 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I haven't gone one day without regretting that I survived. I hate the world. I hate it.
Forum: Why Me? March 19th 2017, 04:43 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I hate you.
Forum: Why Me? March 17th 2017, 01:21 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't want to be alone anymore
Forum: Why Me? March 16th 2017, 12:08 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Getting wasted to feel less like lying on the train tracks is not the best idea. Hang. O. Ver. :(
Forum: Why Me? March 15th 2017, 10:24 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Seeing you with her makes me want to throw myself in front of a train.
Forum: Why Me? March 15th 2017, 07:20 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Why do you bother with me? What am I to you?
Forum: Why Me? March 14th 2017, 06:08 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

You couldn't have cared less if I'd shown up or not. I hate this.
Forum: Why Me? March 13th 2017, 11:15 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm a joke to you, aren't I?
Forum: Why Me? March 12th 2017, 10:45 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Getting you to be less of a bitch is entirely nonnegotiable apparently. Saying sorry is really so hard? You wouldn't even let me finish talking before you made an excuse about why you snapped and...
Forum: Why Me? March 12th 2017, 06:23 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

No sympathy. Instead, a lecture. And you wonder why I don't tell you how I feel. You are not at all helpful.
And neither are you. Apparently the lesson you think I should've learned from my suicide...
Forum: Why Me? March 10th 2017, 04:17 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

"No guy will want to be with a girl who's slept with a bunch of guys."
"The kind of girl you fuck and dump"

Disposable. Disgusting. Give me a lobotomy because I'm just a sex doll apparently and I...
Forum: Why Me? March 9th 2017, 03:12 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Tired of waking up to you snapping and yelling and cussing. And no, that's not "just how it is". Fucking hold her accountable or I will.
Forum: Why Me? March 7th 2017, 05:04 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Why do you feel the need to just let out your flatulence wherever, whenever, without warning? There's a bathroom literally fifteen feet away? That's DISGUSTING. (Around others, really. In a public...
Forum: Why Me? March 6th 2017, 12:12 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Gotta love nightmares about your mom's abusive ex boyfriend. It's been three and a half years since I've seen him but I'm still terrified of him.
Forum: Why Me? March 6th 2017, 03:18 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm still heartbroken almost two years later and it hurts so bad
Forum: Why Me? March 5th 2017, 11:59 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm so low.

"Are you sure he'll be happy to see you?"
Bitch.
Forum: Why Me? March 4th 2017, 08:14 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm so tired and heavy and my head is spacey and I don't understand why
Forum: Why Me? March 4th 2017, 04:56 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

You're so self centered oh my god
Forum: Why Me? March 1st 2017, 07:25 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Taking a Xanax on no sleep and getting through three different airports... and day shopping with my mother, stepfather, brother, and two dogs... is going to be interesting...
Forum: Why Me? February 27th 2017, 06:45 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm so tired. I feel so heavy. How am I supposed to do anything out of bed if I have no energy? I don't know what to do except keep lying here.
Forum: Why Me? February 27th 2017, 02:58 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm tired of having nightmares.
Forum: Why Me? February 27th 2017, 12:08 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Everything is so loud
Forum: Why Me? February 25th 2017, 10:41 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't want to get out of bed for anything
Forum: Why Me? February 25th 2017, 08:34 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

That wasn't meant to guilt trip anyone :( You don't have to read my writing. I just don't like when people say they will and never do.

I have a fic to update and I feel awful for not finishing it...
Forum: Why Me? February 25th 2017, 12:10 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I know you mock me when I'm not around. And i fucking hate you for it.
Forum: Why Me? February 24th 2017, 08:31 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Chess, if you see this, it is NOT directed at you. <3

I can't get them to read the book to save my life. They say they want to only to placate me and they keep saying they'll do it but they don't....
Forum: Why Me? February 24th 2017, 05:39 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm not okay
Forum: Why Me? February 22nd 2017, 08:20 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

God, I hate Tumblr. Saw an author promote their book and the representation was their selling point. "Trans protagonist! POC main cast! Lesbian romance!" Thank you for representing. But NOTHING about...
Forum: Why Me? February 21st 2017, 07:23 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Hey, did you consider that I took a year to do it because I was SICK, not because I was lazy like you made it sound? Bitch.
Forum: Why Me? February 21st 2017, 08:20 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Horrible horrible anxiety. I'm over it.
I hate him. And I hate her sometimes. I'm only doing this because what the fuck else would I be doing, staying here?
Forum: Why Me? February 18th 2017, 01:33 PM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Can't constantly whine for new friends when you don't deliver to the ones you've got.
Forum: Why Me? February 18th 2017, 05:19 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Yeah, you're right, Dad. I totally didn't know you guys don't want animals here. I didn't process the million times you've said it throughout my life. And thanks for informing me that I need an...
Forum: Why Me? February 17th 2017, 08:16 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

When your relationship fails I'll still be here. I'm so petty but from what you told me you deserve more than her. So I'll still be here. I'll wait.

even though we've broken each other's hearts a...
Forum: Why Me? February 15th 2017, 07:12 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

You have no idea how quickly I will lose my shit on you if you try to make me do something I don't want to do. This healing process is not about you.
Forum: Why Me? February 14th 2017, 09:00 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Tired of being alone
Forum: Why Me? February 13th 2017, 09:53 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Can't sleep. Can't fall back into this pattern. Can't can't can't. I didn't do ANYTHING yesterday and it was supposed to be better but it wasn't and I'm not feeling well. I'm not feeling well at all....
Forum: Why Me? February 12th 2017, 02:13 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Broken ...
Forum: Why Me? February 9th 2017, 10:01 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't know what I'll do if I don't get in. I'm stupid for not having a plan B but there isn't much else for me to do at this point. No other route. also looking for a valid excuse to hang myself...
Forum: Why Me? February 7th 2017, 08:57 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

"Write what your mom would say to this letter."

How do I write her losing her shit on me?????? Or better yet, how do I write that she wouldn't reply, she'd just get pissed and refuse to speak to...
Forum: Why Me? February 6th 2017, 03:39 AM
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Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

If there is something wrong with my throat I'm. Just. Honest to god I want to die. Mental health gets better, physical gets worse. And vice versa. I can't fucking handle being sick in some way or...
Forum: Why Me? February 5th 2017, 05:13 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

There's something wrong with me. I'm defective.
Forum: Why Me? February 4th 2017, 12:23 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you
Forum: Why Me? February 2nd 2017, 05:54 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Going to tell my therapist I'm suicidal and that I think I need to go back to IOP. I swear to God if I admit I'm contemplating methods and I end up back in inpatient I'm DONE. No more recovery. No...
Forum: Why Me? January 31st 2017, 05:33 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I wanna die
Forum: Why Me? January 30th 2017, 02:04 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Thinking of going back to IOP so I don't end up dead, or worse, half-dead in the ER/inpatient. I want to die but I'm terrified to fail so I'm trying to live and I just see myself going in circles. I...
Forum: Why Me? January 29th 2017, 07:54 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

i have a plan
Forum: Why Me? January 28th 2017, 03:19 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

"I don't understand how people my age don't have jobs. Do you still live with your parents? Like how? I can't imagine depending on someone else to get by."

I always thought you were a hoity toity...
Forum: Why Me? January 27th 2017, 11:55 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

According to FAFSA my dad is expected to contribute $7000 to my college education and the EFC number I got means I'm not eligible for aid??? There's no way. Even if my grades get me in my wallet will...
Forum: Why Me? January 27th 2017, 04:55 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Update: he took me for a fool. Bye, boy.

should probably come up with a plan B other than suicide but I mean what IS there for me to do if I don't get into this college?
Forum: Why Me? January 26th 2017, 04:01 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

You better make this up to me. Don't you dare take me for a fool.
Forum: Why Me? January 23rd 2017, 06:33 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

On God if I get sick again I'm quitting life. One little group B strep turned into group A strep and colitis and overall it's been almost three months. I'm so done with it. Done done done. No more.
Forum: Why Me? January 23rd 2017, 01:37 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Early morning suicidal thoughts. Nice.
Forum: Why Me? January 22nd 2017, 08:34 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Guess that's what I get for thinking talking to you will make me feel better. Stupid stupid stupid.
Forum: Why Me? January 19th 2017, 07:45 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Hoping for a surprise during the inauguration. I hope both Trump AND Pence are surprised. I'm a terrible human being but at least I'm not trying to lead a country being as terrible as I am. L
Forum: Why Me? January 19th 2017, 07:59 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

DISCLAIMER: these are warning signs. You're missing them.
Forum: Why Me? January 18th 2017, 01:36 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

No, crisis text line, I'm not actively planning my suicide, but if I were I wouldn't be texting. I'd be on the phone with the hotline. Or I wouldn't be talking to anyone at all. Just because I'm...
Forum: Why Me? January 18th 2017, 07:51 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

When you accidentally see a dick vid of a famous actor and you get seriously uncomfortable... everyone's laughing about the leak but I'm over here trying not to get into a bad headspace because of...
Forum: Why Me? January 18th 2017, 12:32 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I am not responsible for your bad mood. I didn't do anything wrong. But I still feel like it.
Forum: Why Me? January 17th 2017, 06:32 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Fucking. Hate. This. Medicine. Makes me feel disgusting. Fuck. I'm tired of not being well. I just can't fucking win for losing FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK
Forum: Why Me? January 16th 2017, 03:37 AM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

I wonder if I keep getting sick because I don't want to function. I'm depressed and don't want to live, so what does my body do? All the sickness.
Forum: Why Me? January 14th 2017, 10:00 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

The way my mood can just plummet because of you is... I fucking hate it. I hate how I need validation from you all the fucking time.
Forum: Games and Things January 13th 2017, 11:26 PM
Replies: 2,372
Views: 85,392
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: TPBM game.

False.

TPBM likes dark chocolate.
Forum: Why Me? January 13th 2017, 04:40 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

i'm at risk
Forum: Why Me? January 12th 2017, 09:47 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

Glad to finally have a diagnosis and medication but kinda disappointed I'm not gonna die :rolleyes:
Forum: Why Me? January 11th 2017, 08:34 PM
Replies: 10,896
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,837
Posted By nothereanymore
Re: Screaming thread.

^ I feel you. I hope you feel better. <3

Unbelievable that you still do this to me. You have no concept of boundaries. Please for the love of god just fucking STOP.
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