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Forum: Education and Careers June 14th 2019, 11:37 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 18,824
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Working/School while chronically ill

I've been there for chronic illness, and it sucks :/ Fatigue especially is my worst symptom, and it is not taken seriously by anyone. But you're not alone. If you want to talk to anyone about it, I...
Forum: Why Me? June 14th 2019, 11:15 AM
Replies: 2,305
Views: 83,847
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

I wish I could take a few days off to just quit caffeine cold turkey. So I can abuse it again to function, instead of not being able to function even WITH caffeine.
Forum: Why Me? June 14th 2019, 11:13 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

They yelled at me for politely mentioning once not to spray a ton of febreze in my brother's room without closing my door going forward because it drifted into my room, and scents like that are a...
Forum: Why Me? June 13th 2019, 11:38 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Still can't get a fucking job so I still can't leave this abusive house. And if I don't get out of here soon, I'm going to end up killing myself. It's not really if, it's when.
Forum: Why Me? June 13th 2019, 11:44 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Too exhausted to function. No amount of caffeine helps. Even with potentiators. I'm debating asking someone to let me try more effective stimulants, even though I know it'll end badly. Probably...
Forum: Why Me? June 2nd 2019, 01:36 PM
Replies: 2,305
Views: 83,847
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

It only gets worse. Guess it's time to start my goodbyes. And no, I'm not going to tell anyone first. Because no one cares enough to support me, but they care enough to stop me..
Forum: Why Me? June 2nd 2019, 12:50 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Maybe life just doesn't fucking work out for everyone. Just leave me the fuck alone. I'd rather die than keep dealing with any of this shit.
Forum: Why Me? May 28th 2019, 10:23 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

It's been over 2 years in recovery, and I'm more miserable than ever before.
Forum: Why Me? May 28th 2019, 09:54 PM
Replies: 2,305
Views: 83,847
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

If I could change myself to be anything but aro ace, I would do it without hesitation.
Forum: Why Me? May 26th 2019, 10:40 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I've never felt so insecure about my identity as I do now. And it only makes it worse that the person who helped me overcome it the most is the one who just contributed to this hatred and confusion...
Forum: Why Me? May 26th 2019, 12:46 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

The time is approaching. Where it all ends, one way or another. I can't go on, and I don't want to. There's nothing to look forward to, to hope for, to live for. I just want it to end. I want out....
Forum: Why Me? May 24th 2019, 06:28 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

These phone and video interviews are so bad for my anxiety. In person interviews are no problem, but phone/video calls are so, so bad.. I don't know how I'll get through this. I don't have any...
Forum: Why Me? May 23rd 2019, 05:24 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Me being in pain hurts others, so that's why I need to just stop being in pain.
Forum: Why Me? May 23rd 2019, 02:35 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

They got the replacement cat. No one cares how I feel. So far from okay. I have no support system. I desperately need a hug. To be held. Maybe one day I'll get a hug, but I'll never be held again...
Forum: Why Me? May 19th 2019, 01:10 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Apparently I need to stop being angry and just cheer up because there's no reason to be upset. Because my grief is apparently invalid.. thanks that CURED me.
Forum: Why Me? May 16th 2019, 02:45 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

If I can find just one fucking thing in my life that doesn't suck, maybe I won't kill myself. But I haven't had that kind of luck the past couple years.
Forum: Why Me? May 13th 2019, 01:17 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Well this is it. I'm back in my abusive house. For who knows how long because I don't have a job. My first student loan payment will be due in two months. Lost my best friend/partner, and they...
Forum: Why Me? May 8th 2019, 01:00 PM
Replies: 2,305
Views: 83,847
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

I'm dissociating more. It feels like I'm just in limbo. For every aspect of my life. I feel too much pain, but now it almost doesn't even feel real--like it's happening to a charqcter in one of my...
Forum: Why Me? May 6th 2019, 01:22 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

It doesn't matter how much caffeine I take anymore. All it does now is prevent withdrawals. Potentiators don't even make it work enough, but it's all I've got. Must push through it because apparently...
Forum: Why Me? May 5th 2019, 08:04 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Apparently chronic illness isn't a valid enough reason to be tired. Pushing myself to sickness isn't good enough; lazy in fact. So I pop more caffeine pills and potentiators since the caffeine...
Forum: Why Me? May 2nd 2019, 01:33 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

So much death. So much loss. I am lost.
Forum: Why Me? May 1st 2019, 12:08 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

So much is so bad that dissociation is hitting. The survivor me is back. Maybe I can survive after all. My brain and body have already adapted to trauma. So I can survive. Just don't know in what...
Forum: Why Me? May 1st 2019, 01:12 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

What kind of fucking nightmare was today??

And this week? And this month? And this year? And the past couple years? Plus an entire decade before that.
Forum: Why Me? April 30th 2019, 04:21 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I had an opportunity to end it tonight, and I almost did.
Forum: Why Me? April 29th 2019, 02:39 PM
Replies: 2,305
Views: 83,847
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

I'm too sick to eat, and I'm okay with that.
Forum: Why Me? April 29th 2019, 02:39 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Addiction fucking ruins everything. Forever. It doesn't even matter that we're both clean/sober now because we've already fucked things up too much in active addiction that it's too late to fix. ...
Forum: Why Me? April 27th 2019, 01:09 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm too sick from all this stress and pain and anger and grief and fear to eat. Do I care? No.
Forum: Why Me? April 26th 2019, 10:02 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Well I have nothing left to lose now..
Forum: Why Me? April 26th 2019, 12:12 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I feel so sick from the pain and stress that I might actually get sick
Forum: Why Me? April 23rd 2019, 02:45 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

If you lied about that, how much else did you lie about? I've never felt so broken..
Forum: Why Me? April 19th 2019, 01:29 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Student loans due in 2 months. Still no job. No hope of getting one either.
Forum: Games and Things April 12th 2019, 03:16 PM
Replies: 10,497
Views: 531,244
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

Thanks for minimizing my problems.. Yes, I feel so much better now that I know you think I'm just overreacting to stupid shit. I need to learn to stop talking. At all. Ever. Even to myself.
Forum: Why Me? April 12th 2019, 02:06 PM
Replies: 2,305
Views: 83,847
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

If I didn't have fucking work later, Id'd fucking relapse right now. Because fuck this shit. Fuck my life. Fuck everything. Nothing works. Nothing works out. Nothing's okay. I'm just fucking...
Forum: Why Me? April 12th 2019, 01:02 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Each day that passes, there's just more and more reasons to kill myself..
Forum: Why Me? April 8th 2019, 01:55 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

If I have to be alive, why do I have to be sober?
Forum: Why Me? April 4th 2019, 03:57 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I'd be fucked up out of my mind right now if I didn't have work EARLY in the morning, since work went so late tonight.
Forum: Why Me? April 1st 2019, 02:12 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I have a good plan and a date to do it. If it doesn't get better by then, which it won't, I'm ending it.
Forum: Why Me? March 29th 2019, 05:57 PM
Replies: 2,305
Views: 83,847
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

Been so sick for so long that I got sick yet again too. Is being exhausted valid NOW?
Forum: Why Me? March 28th 2019, 03:17 PM
Replies: 2,305
Views: 83,847
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

I've set a date. If it doesn't get better by then, I'm giving up. For good.
Forum: Why Me? March 28th 2019, 03:16 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Do you still love me or am I just lying to myself about that too?
Forum: Why Me? March 27th 2019, 12:25 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I don't have the energy for life. Sick yet again on top of everything else.
Forum: Why Me? March 25th 2019, 01:00 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Maybe it's time for me to go.. If it's only going to get worse, there's no reason to stay if I'm only going to keep suffering. So I'm giving up. No one needs me anymore anyway. It's not worth it. ...
Forum: Why Me? March 25th 2019, 03:32 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Another bad fucking day, and tomorrow won't be any fucking better.
Forum: Why Me? March 22nd 2019, 12:55 PM
Replies: 2,305
Views: 83,847
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

Been living off of caffeine pills and stress and sugar. My body is dead exhausted and so am I. I don't want to try anymore. I have no motivation left. Why fucking bother when effort doesn't give you...
Forum: Why Me? March 22nd 2019, 12:22 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

There's no reason to try. No reason to hold on. No reason not to relapse. No reason not to die. What have I got to lose when I've already lost it all? Maybe it's time for goodbye.
Forum: Why Me? March 21st 2019, 02:11 AM
Replies: 2,305
Views: 83,847
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

I just need a friend.. really badly..

And a safe place to live. And enough money for bills and food... but nothing else.

Is that really so unreasonable?
Forum: Why Me? March 21st 2019, 01:41 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I've figured out that the reason it bothers me so much is because now you're nice to others instead of me, not in addition to me..
Forum: Why Me? March 19th 2019, 01:18 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I know I'm working myself into the hospital again or death. Hopefully the later. Because I can't afford a hospital bill. But I see no othr way, and they all just tell me to push through it.
Forum: Why Me? March 17th 2019, 12:57 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Stop fucking saying that it'll be okay! Because there's nothing to suggest that it will. This isn't some fucking fairytale. It's real life, and just because you want everything to be okay for me,...
Forum: Why Me? March 17th 2019, 03:31 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Sometimes you have such a bad day after so many other bad days. And you just want a friend to talk to or hug. But no one's there. Worse.. they're there physically but not emotionally. Instead telling...
Forum: Why Me? March 10th 2019, 04:20 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

It's been another 6 months. I still want to relapse or die. So why shouldn't I?
Forum: Why Me? March 8th 2019, 09:40 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Do you really, honestly, think what you're doing is healthy? That how you're treating me is okay and justified? That I'm just overdramatic? That you always know what's best for me? Because you...
Forum: Why Me? March 3rd 2019, 02:53 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I've learned not to say things like "I'm sorry, I'm a bad person" because it apparently comes off as manipulative and I never intended it to. But not saying it doesn't change the fact that I still...
Forum: Why Me? February 27th 2019, 11:45 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Why does everyone keep dying..
Forum: Why Me? February 22nd 2019, 02:56 PM
Replies: 2,305
Views: 83,847
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

I actually miss homework and studying because at least I know how to push through that and be productive. This career shit--I have no fucking idea what I'm doing or how to make progress. I feel...
Forum: Why Me? February 22nd 2019, 02:31 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I really need to go for another long car ride and scream as loud as I can..

I don't want to go back, but I know I should, but I also know I probably won't stay sober if I do. I barely got by last...
Forum: Why Me? February 21st 2019, 03:24 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Can't even get a shitty minimum wage job. How the fuck am I supposed to believe that it'll end up okay? What support do I have? I've lost all motivation to try to figure out a career or even apply...
Forum: Why Me? February 16th 2019, 02:43 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

How you treated me the other night might be unforgiveable..
Forum: Why Me? February 14th 2019, 04:26 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

i'm motivated to fix everything ASAP but also hopeless that it'll ever get better, especially in the short few months I have to fix everything before it gets so much worse. I'm at a loss for what to...
Forum: Why Me? February 13th 2019, 02:20 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

It feels like these depressing songs are my only friend.. The only true connection I have left..
Forum: Why Me? February 13th 2019, 01:04 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Whatever I do or don't do, say or don't say makes things bad. When I try to fix it, I only make it worse..
Forum: Why Me? February 11th 2019, 03:35 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

My student debt has already accumulated so much interest even though I still have 4 months of the grace period. The numbers are increasingly scary. I wish I could pay at least the interest right now...
Forum: Why Me? February 10th 2019, 04:07 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Can't even get a crappy job and each day that passes brings me a day closer to student loans being due. Each day makes me feel more alone and suicide seem like an even better option than before.
Forum: Why Me? February 7th 2019, 03:24 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Things went so far downhill so fast..
Forum: Why Me? February 5th 2019, 07:12 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

1 year death anniversary tomorrow...
Forum: Why Me? February 1st 2019, 11:42 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Never thought I'd say this.. but I really wish I could afford counseling/therapy right now.
Forum: Why Me? January 31st 2019, 10:13 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I wish everyone would stop giving me that "everything will be okay" bullshit! Until you can point to concrete evidence that suggests it MIGHT be okay eventually, please just don't. Because as much as...
Forum: Why Me? January 17th 2019, 11:52 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

My student loan debt will be forgiven if I die.. maybe suicide is the answer after all.
Forum: Why Me? January 16th 2019, 04:27 AM
Replies: 2,305
Views: 83,847
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

Seems like this journal is my only friend, and eventually I won't even have that left..
Forum: Why Me? January 16th 2019, 04:25 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

That feeling when too much is too horribly wrong that there's no point in trying to explain it because it's too much to explain, so you just sit alone in the darkness and silence, hoping that...
Forum: Why Me? January 13th 2019, 11:47 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Relapse is better than dealing with all this shit. Unfortunately, money is part of the problem so I need to be careful about relapse
Forum: Why Me? January 13th 2019, 05:52 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Someone help me.. please.
Forum: Why Me? January 12th 2019, 12:45 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

In six months, I will either have to live with abuse again or be homeless.. can't fucking wait.
Forum: Why Me? January 10th 2019, 11:20 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Why the fuck am I still alive? Why can't I just die already?
Forum: Why Me? January 6th 2019, 03:26 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I have next to no support. It's only going to keep getting worse. I see no hope for me. I'll never be okay again. I wish I had just killed myself already. It'd be better for everyone if I had never...
Forum: Why Me? December 31st 2018, 06:16 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

How do you stick with recovery when sobriety is worse than relapse?
Forum: Why Me? December 31st 2018, 02:28 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Why is suffering always a fucking competition>?????? I want to fucking die if it's only going to get even worse so stop fucking saying that or I might actually go through with it.
Forum: Why Me? December 31st 2018, 03:51 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I really need to be alone but I also need a friend even more..
Forum: Why Me? December 25th 2018, 05:21 AM
Replies: 2,305
Views: 83,847
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

The truth is I'm really struggling
Forum: Why Me? December 23rd 2018, 05:04 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Please just make this pain stop. I don't care how.
Forum: Why Me? December 18th 2018, 08:53 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Can life just fucking chill for a day? Please? I can't handle all this constant fucking bullshit.
Forum: Why Me? December 18th 2018, 06:53 PM
Replies: 2,305
Views: 83,847
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

I just really want to die.. I'm sorry for not being good enough.
Forum: Why Me? December 18th 2018, 06:52 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I should've just killed myself two months ago like I had planned.. living isn't worth the pain.
Forum: Why Me? December 18th 2018, 12:01 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Trying to dissociate because being numb is better than all this suffering.
Forum: Why Me? December 14th 2018, 04:57 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

The most significant thing college has taught me in these 4.5 years is that I'm even more of a failure than I originally thought.
Forum: Why Me? December 14th 2018, 04:19 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm so fucking pissed. He gave me a B overall when I no doubt earned an A and I definitely need that A. Probably 'cause he's too fucked up on drugs.
Forum: Why Me? December 12th 2018, 03:32 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I always feel extremely depressed and suicidal, pissed off at anything and everything, or just numb. I don't know how to feel anything else, and I'm tired of feeling like this.
Forum: Why Me? December 11th 2018, 02:07 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I can't do recovery anymore. It fucking sucks, and I'm sick and tired of suffering alone in recovery. Thought things were supposed to get better with it, not even worse.
Forum: Why Me? December 2nd 2018, 03:26 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

There's so much anger and I don't know where it's coming from. I don't know how to control it because I don't usually get angry, and I never stay angry. But it builds and builds. I don't know how...
Forum: Why Me? December 2nd 2018, 11:49 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

So sick in so many ways. Need rest to get better but I have deadlines.
Forum: Why Me? November 25th 2018, 03:54 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I really wish I was high right now but it's too late anyway
Forum: Why Me? November 24th 2018, 02:26 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I think he might be doing drugs too..
Forum: Why Me? November 22nd 2018, 09:47 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

This house is bad and I can't leave for a few more days
Forum: Games and Things November 14th 2018, 01:47 PM
Replies: 10,497
Views: 531,244
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face.

Do you really think I don't know that you're trying to hide it from me?
Forum: Why Me? November 14th 2018, 01:46 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I'm really not okay. I've never been so far from okay for so long. I'm not sure I can ever be okay again. I need to feel the pain before I can heal from it. But the pain hurts too much. And...
Forum: Why Me? November 13th 2018, 12:52 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Stop fucking lying to me
Forum: Why Me? November 10th 2018, 12:56 AM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

I know you're smoking again because of me.. I'm sorry for having negative emotions.
Forum: Why Me? November 7th 2018, 12:06 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

Woke up at least a dozen times during my 8 attempted hours of sleep last night. Zero energy and packed day that I can't miss . Will probably fail this exam too.
Forum: Why Me? November 6th 2018, 09:16 PM
Replies: 10,894
Non-PG13 (Strong Language): Screaming thread.
Views: 495,418
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Screaming thread.

It doesn't get better. Only haven't relapsed or killed myself because I'm too exhausted right now.
Forum: Why Me? November 5th 2018, 02:16 AM
Replies: 2,305
Views: 83,847
Posted By Tigereyes
Re: Complaint of the Day 2

I really want to get high so I can feel better for once
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