SO...basically I got out of inpatient a week ago yesterday and I can't stop cutting still. My parents don't know and I've lost 2 of my blades...idk where they went and I'm freaking out over it. My arms are burning and I cut my palm and I raise my hand at school with that hand and I'm scared someones going to see it. I don't want to go to the nurse about it when I get to school but I'm afraid of gym and the sweating with my cuts. I'm fucking screwed, aren't I?

Sorry about this and hope that you will be okay soon. Try finding someone to talk to.

It sounds like you are going through a really challenging time right now. Please find someone you can talk to, like a trusted adult. You might have to go back to the emergency room, and there's nothing wrong with that! Especially if it's going to be care that will help save your life. You should also consider finding a licensed mental health therapist to talk to about the things that are weighing down on you. Nobody self-harms for no reason, so there's going to be things that need to be spoken about with a professional.

You are far too young to be doing this. You have your whole life ahead of you.

Hi did they give you any numbers to call when they discharged you from inpaitient - like a crisis line or something like that? Is there going to be any follow up support like a therapist etc, can you speak to someone you trust - I know there’s a teacher you get on well with at school could you maybe talk to them ?