☪ ERIN JUDE ☪ Offline

How am I? Now that I think about it... I'm hungry.

Woah, you're way cool! My friend Stephanie is ambidextrous too. It's really awesome! I'd totally vouch for that being a brilliant skill!! I've noticed that people who are ambidextrous have amazing handwriting!
I understand the feeling. It's a pain in the backside, fo sho! What classes are you taking?

Thanks But I don't know why you're apologizing. Haha. thank you!
It is pretty horrible. It's annoying, and nothing really gets done. I never realized I used my left hand so much!
Really? Oh my gosh, me too! All I want to do is come home and sleep. Aw, gosh, I hope the stress comes down! Too much work to do?

heh finding a way to enjoy life more.

and SPAM !

Ahhh you can join the club because my life is the same wayyy! We need to get together and entertain eachother!

Dear the pathetic excuse of a boy I used to say I love,

Remember when you said, "If you love something, set it free. If it returns to you, it's your's. If it doesn't then it was never your's to begin with."?

I've lost so many people. But I now realize that I never lost them, I let them go and they didn't return. Which shows me that they never loved me to begin with. You never loved me. You never wanted me. You had no problem using me. You had no problem breaking my heart. I'll be the first to say, that now I'm okay. And for the first time, I've opened up my eyes. This was my worst love. You'll be the first to go. And when she leaves you for dead you'll be the last to know....

Acting will never mask all the pain. Acting will never wipe away every tear that I have cried. And your stupid little 'facade' is a pathetic excuse of being a liar. And you facade won't help the fact that you hurt me. No matter what happens from now on, nothing will take away all the pain. Nothing will take away the pain, stupid inside jokes, or memories. Nothing will ever erase my never ending string of regret s that came from you. Nothing will make me forget you, but somebody else will come along and make me forget how to love you. I could never fall for your games again. I can't believe I fell for them to begin with. I swore from the start I would never fall into your trap, but look what happened. I fell, and I fell hard.

You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had. But I can't forget the times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth. The truth was you wanted her, not me. I asked the sky everyday to let me be her. I asked the sky if I could be her even for a second. I asked the sky to let you open your god damn eyes and realize what you've been searching for has been chasing you forever.

But I'm done chasing. I'm done with the games. I'm done with the pathetic excuse of a life I've been living. I'm done with you. I'm sick and tired of crying over you if you're not willing to even look twice at me anymore. Remember when I used to ask you everyday if you were okay? Remember when I would always tell you I cared? Remember the time I told you how I felt? I remember. But I guess your eyesight is going bad because you didn't give a damn.

So don't you dare come crying to me when she breaks your heart again. And I won't come crying to you when he hurts me. I was wrong, you aren't worth every tear. You aren't worth all the pain. They were all right, I should have listened. I shouldn't have chased someone who wasn't even willing to look back to see if I was still running. But thanks for at least acting like you cared, thanks for making me feel improtant. Thanks for making me happy. It helped for the time being.

People change over time, but you stayed the same. It's okay, I don't blame you for staying true to yourself, I blame you for not maturing. You should have seen what you were looking for was right in front of you all along. I waited years for you to just notice that girl that was 'such a cute and sweet girl' was the one for you. But you were too blind to see. And now when finally you open your eyes, you won't see me, cause I would have left long ago. It doesn't matter what you say, you can't make up for lost time. Just like I can't take this back.

I'm done with you.

That's definitely a good thing to hear.
I'm doing pretty alright thanks! Just a little bit scatter brained at the moment and my wrist hurts pretty bad, because I just went to my doc and she says I have sinovitus, which basically means that the tissues in my left wrist have become inflamed so, I'm struggling with not using my hand too much. She said it's incurable and it comes and goes, so I just have to be careful. Sigh. LOL. not the reply you were expecting huh?! Other than that, I'm doing well.
What's been up with you?

addicted to it. it makes me a sweeter person

Im tired tooo!! DX
And nothing too exciting im just EXHAUSTED! I wish I had something interesting going on

cause CHOCOLATE