Well since I'm not a doctor I can't really tell you what is or isn't normal, maybe talk to someone about it?

yeah.. it's just I feel like I have personality disorder..
when I feel normal, I am a nice and friendlier version of human..
when I get my period.. fell a little bitchy but I still have my control
when I get stressed.. still happy go lucky
but when someone ordered me.. I become a demon
then when someone saying things about me like that person know me.. either I become sappy like this or I just run away.. is this normal?

It's all right, take all the time you need. And yeah, high school seems to be a lot of drama and stuff, but in the end it's just one chapter of your life just like any other.

maybe too much fast food is not that good...
been busy with catching up grade.. sorry for the late reply
but I just notice how people seems to care WHEN they thought I need help..
well.. last time we have some project, and I said I couldn't join them because my bad grade... they just said "it's okay" but in the bathroom I heard she said "she have too many excuses. just leave her be". from the same person that said it is okay for me not participating in that project... I never had this much drama in highschool
sorry if I only complain... it's just I have no one right now(all my friends go to enjoy their summer while I take summer classes..)

Yeah, they definitely aren't anyone that you need in your life. I'm sorry to hear about everything that you are going through but it is great that you are out of the hospital now.

finally I'm out of hospital.. yeah it's boring.. it's just sometimes I don't find any value in my life after I saw many death(I hope this won't trigger you?)

I trust her to not telling anyone I was sick but.. she ended up telling everyone.. I hate the bitch.. I just hate it when people assume I am weak.... my condition now because I consumed soo many medicine to make me calm.. alcohol.. but yeah no one knows..
the other girl? avoiding her perfectly..

Well, if you do end up having a stomach problem like that, I hope they find it really fast so you can get out of the hospital. I've never been admitted myself but it seems boring, am I right?

As for the friend, ditch her. You don't need a backstabber in your life. As for the other girl, what happened?

they won't let me leave the hospital.. argh something about stomach problem...
actually I feel fine but my friend manage to tell the doctor that I tend to lie about my condition..
mentally? at peace...
well I have slight problem with a bitch in my school and my backstabbing best friend...

Yeah, me too.

I'm all right, and you?

yeeaah.. hahaha
and my college trouble actually gets better.. I just hope.. nothing like this will happen again
so how are you?