Its alot easier here to ask for help and to get help I like it better

I'm sorry about them closing your account! I'm glad you're liking it here though.

Well apart from being scared s***less and having really bad anxiety and bad deppresion then yes in good and thanks for the happy birthday and yes I posted on other sites but I would say this one is the best as the other ones gave me advice on my past but before I told them my darkest memory they closed my account

Hi and welcome to TH! I see that you've been posting around so I hope you're able to give and get the support you deserve here. I see it was your birthday not too long ago as well, so happy late birthday! Finding everything okay?