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		Hey-
 I know you've been struggling and i just wanted to send you this cheesy video. It's a parody of Miley Cyrus' "Party In The USA" that is called "Everything's gunna be okay". It made me smile. I hope you're hanging in there.
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3IrHee0ih_4
 Stay Strong
  
 Megan
 
 
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		Cherry Hill, NJ  I like to obsess over my appearance too, because blaming all my problems on my appearance seems more manageable than having to face things in my past and my emotions etc. I mean, I should lose weight seeing as by medical standards i am obese, but i get so obsessive and am so miserable when dieting. When i'm suicidal and step back and say "wait a minute- why am i even thinking about ending my life?!" the first reason i always come up with is being fat. Which is ridiculous. I like to obsess over my appearance too, because blaming all my problems on my appearance seems more manageable than having to face things in my past and my emotions etc. I mean, I should lose weight seeing as by medical standards i am obese, but i get so obsessive and am so miserable when dieting. When i'm suicidal and step back and say "wait a minute- why am i even thinking about ending my life?!" the first reason i always come up with is being fat. Which is ridiculous. Megan Megan
 
 
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		What part of New Jersey are you from? I moved from Fort Dix about 9 years ago. 
 
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		Hi-
 Just responded to your post in the mental health subforum. (sorry its kinda long) but i hope it may be helpful. I think you may have something called obsessional OCD on top of your depression and eating disorder, and i really think getting evaluated by a mental health professional who may be able to suggest medication and seeing a therapist would make a big big difference in your life.
 you're not alone.
 Megan