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Hey Ella, how are you doing?
I hope all is well.

You're welcome. Merry christmas to you too. x

Dont worry about it

You said that you need a hug on the complaints thread.

Well, here you are *hugs*

2 years free of self harm? Is that what the uni said?

You will totally do that though because it's working towards something you really want.

I was going to volunteer, but I really need the money. And I doubt I will have time to volunteer and work a paid job.

I'm doing well. Am just about to (finally) complete my Level 3 Childcare qualification and also my L3 Sign Language one. Will be the first time I've achieved anything since I was 16. Have been getting good grades for my Nursing coursework too. Still looking for a job though. I could easily get one in a nursery, but I really need a Healthcare Assistant job to help with my UCAS application. x

That's great, I'm so happy for you. (And letters have got to be easier to deal with psychologically than OAPs and incompetent office idiots!) I hope things continue get better for you. x

Congrats on finding a new job!

I'm glad you're still here Ella. I don't see you as a heartless bitch at all, I see you as someone who's insecure and angry (and rightfully so) but cares about other people and just wants to live life again. Someone like me, in other words. I pray you see a little light in all this darkness now and then. The knowledge that there's still happiness ahead, however shrouded in misery, keeps me going sometimes. Take care.