Guardian_Angel Offline

I feel like I should leave another message but I don't know what to say. I still miss you. I feel the need to come on your profile every time I see your name, so I do more often than not. You're so loved, even now, Peter. I wish you'd have seen that, seen just how much you touched peoples lives and made them smile. You were taken too soon. You were amazing and I hope you're looking down from wherever you are smiling at the love you're being shown even now. I miss you. <3

You know what Hollie said the sixth this month? About coming back and checking the "last activity" date? That's what I did. I was on another THer's profile and you were the first on the list of their friends and I decided to come visit you. I feel bad I haven't left you any messages these past few months.

I hope wherever you are now is treating you well and you're happy now. We all miss you terribly and as the days go by, memories of the times with you fade away. However, you will always live on in our hearts, and we have Facebook and TH to look at if we ever feel like reminiscing.

It's been over four months now since I saw your posts, whether it be about the conflict in the Mid-East or the politics of England. You were always so outspoken and stood your ground, and I miss seeing that. It inspired me in some ways, you know?

I promise to come back and leave another message someday, and it will not be more than four months like it had been. Actually, I don't think I ever left you a message when you were alive. :/ I'm so sorry, Peter.

I hope "last activity" changes someday, but I know it won't. You're somewhere six feet under the earth of England, slowly and gradually decaying.

I miss you.

Peter, im finally going to meet them. next saturday, at my uncles party. im finally going to meet my brothers. im so excited, but the nerves are really starting to set in. we talked for hours about me wanting to meet them. i promised you id tell you exactly what happened when i did. and now i finally am, and youll never get to know. ill tell you anyway, just like i promised. i love you, and i really wish i could share this with you. stay safe<3

Missing you. Still check back here every now and then and look at the 'Last Activity' thing. I Don't know why. I suppose I still hope I'll come back and see it changed one day. I miss you. So many people do. I hope you're at peace now. <3

i really miss you i really want to tell you about the S, especially since shes getting on my last nerve, even when shes not here. i know youd laugh with me, and then remind me of the things i keep forgetting to remember, and help me so much. then id ask about you, and i miss asking about you. i miss talking to you. i just miss YOU. so much..

I really miss you

You keep popping up on here and Facebook. I miss you, buddy. I wish I'd had the chance to get to know you better. I'm sorry. <3

i really wish you were here. the world got soo much darker after you left, and it keeps getting darker. sometimes, it gets those flikers of light, but thats all they are, is flickers. ya know? then the world gets darker again, making it seem darker then before, and then it gets darker still. nothings going right, and the darker things get, the closer i get to following your final footsteps. yesterday, i lost the fifth person since my birthday, and then today with the S, but i never even got to tell you about her. you wouldve laughed and laughed at the things i would have told you about her. and Andi.. all of us... weve all lost so much, things and people we can never get back. Peter, youre one of them. Youre life is something no one can ever get back, no matter how much we want it, how much we need it. I really miss you man.. i really want to follow you, but i dont want to hurt the ones i love either. theyre already going through so much.. Peter.. im so so sorry.. i miss you so much. im not sure what to do anymore, let alone how to do it. i need you Peter.. so much.. im really sorry... <B
please, be okay...

Really wish you were here. I need you and your ways of talking sense into me. where ever you are I hope you are happy. I love you.