- About me
- I'm turned twelve in September. I am depressed, I have an eating disorder and I hear things, sometimes I even see things. I self harm, I lie and in June I tried to kill myself. I have big self confidence issues. My Mum bullies me, note how said 'bullies' rather than 'abuses', she mentally abuses me, not physically at all -well, what she does makes me do things to myself, but it's indirect-. She controls me, makes me act as 'the happy little smiley girl' and if I break that for one second she punishes me for weeks and never lets me forget it. Everything I do is never enough and I will never be good enough. Why can't she just let me be who I am, and be proud of it? She knows nothing of my pain.
I have a lot to say, but I won't put it here, that information is personal. If you want to know, message me.
- Here for
- Need help for a problem
- Relationship status
- Single, boys around my age are really annoying
- Lady Margaret School
- Politics is just bullshit
- Zodiac sign
- Listening to music, playing music, writing, reading, listening to peoples problems
- Muse, Death Cab for Cutie, The XX, Coldplay, Simon and Garfunkel
- Donnie Darko
- Bones, House, Sherlock, Doctor Who, Single Father,
- 1984, A brief history of time, the lovely bones, Day of the Triffids,
- Karate, netball
- Matt Bellamy, Dom Howard, Chris Wolstenholme, Romy Madley Croft, Amelia Earhart
- Favorite quotes
- "Fighting for peace, is like f***ing for virginity."
"The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had," - Mad World
"I'm sick of feeding my soul, to people who'll never know just how purposeless and empty they've grown. Because the language confuses, like computers refuse to understand how I am feeling today." - Map of Your Head - Muse
Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside of us while we live. -Norman Cousin
For death begins with life's first breath and life begins at the touch of death. -John Oxenham
If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend. - Stone Temple Pilots
- Other interests
- Death, physics, medicine, I play double bass, bass guitar and piano.
- Jesus paid it ALL.
- We create the harmony.
- Sam, The Almighty
- GREAT BIG HUG
- Erase all the memories
- Walking The Line
- a secret you can keep
- Fight My Llama
- This Page