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I took the laptop upstairs because I had homework. It's not my fault you walked into the house just as I was taking something and leaving.��������

Yeah cause I'm running around my house doing stuff. Or I'm in my room. Is that really running off? If I wanted to run off I wouldn't stay in my house.������������

Gladly. As soon as you say it to my face. ��

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And just because I don't go to school like a "good little smart person" doesn't mean I don't know shit. I know what's going on at school. I know about the test and the homework I have to do. So do the world a favour and shut the hell up. I might not be a perfect person. But nether are you. You don't have the right to tell me that I'm a shitty person, or that I miss a lot of school, that I'm the person that makes everyone's day worse. Cause you aren't any better than me. You make the same mistakes. Hell a lot of people do. So stop telling me about shit that's wrong with me and focus on what's wrong with yourself.

My cat and dog are soooooo cute!!! They are laying down together and they just look adorable!! And people in highschool don't give a shit about followers. They don't care about the people that wanna be somebody. Hell I bet most of them only care about themselves. So I don't see why I would give a shit about people that I don't even fucking know?����

I don't care that my mom is friends with you or that Ariel is. And if they're sick of "my drama" then why are they apologizing? Why are they saying that they didn't mean to be rude? Tell me that? And I knew your mom was sending you over to collect the money. Do you really think I cared that I had to see you? I have to see you at school. And I'll be walking passed you in the halls at highschool. I don't care about seeing you around my house or anyway.������

Well I hope that I die soon. I'm done with eveything. I've tried to rid my life of her but everyone keeps bringing her back. I don't care that she's hanging out with my sister or that everyone hate me. But I've asked my mother to stop trying to make me do shit with her. My mom is trying to get me to get my nails done with her, trying to include her in my life and won't stop making me feel like I should be like her. I might not like who I am that much, but I am who I am and if people can't accept that then they should take the fucking hint and get the hell out of my life.

I'm edited- weight numbers pounds now. I'm actually happy. But I still feel kinda fat. I've been skipping my meals so that I can look okay in everyone else's eyes. I'm cutting people out of my life cause I'm done with the drama. Some of them are "family" but I don't care. For grad my mum is doing a bunch of stuff. She wants to get my nails done my hair professionally done and my makeup done. I did have someone for my makeup but it looks like I might have to do it myself. Which I am okay with. I'm getting better at my eyeliner and eyebrow fillings. So I guess I'll look okay. Well wish me luck on loosing a couple more pounds?!��

Well that didn't fucking work. Oh well it's not like I can't keep trying.