Me too. 

 Thank you! <3
Haha yes, exactly. 

 Tonight we were able to talk on the phone for the third time or so since this big change. I could tell I wasn't as guarded because I'm seeing that he still will be here as a friend. And even though I miss him as more than a friend, he's still here as a friend. And I find that comforting. 

 So it was nice. Not too long of a phone call, but it was good. Thanks! 
 
Haha I understand how that goes. :P Awesome!! Good luck with that! Haha I have had my ups and downs. Things are stressful but going alright. I need some sleep though, I have work tomorrow. Another long day. xD