Welcome me, I'm new!
* uglyfatworthleswithautism OfflineIgnore me all you want. |
Last Activity: August 16th 2013 11:52 AM
About Me
- Basics
- Gender
- Alien
- About
- About me
- I hide in my house all day. I'm too socially retarded to go out. I can't just make friends. I have to try so hard. I want to make everyone happy, but how? Nobody wants to see me, they don't like the clothes I wear. My make up makes me look like a clown. No one chooses to talk to me in school. Not a single guy on earth would want to date an autistic alien. I make too many mistakes and do too many things wrong that a human can do. There is not one single thing I can do right. I feel like people are pretending to be friends with me and think that since I'm so stupid I would actually think they are being serious. The internet is my only friend. It's always there for me when I need it. Everyone is so embarrassed when they are around me. I'm so desperate to be beautiful and popular but that goal is so impossible. My future, if I choose not to kill myself while I'm still in school, would be that I live in the streets not bothering to beg for a single penny because no one likes me and I deserve a horrible life. Don't bother telling me that life will get better or that I am not alone because that's just bs. I don't believe in that stuff. I don't take compliments because they sicken me and I feel that most of the time people are only saying these things to make me feel better. I believe every negative thing and every mean name people say. Call me all you want, but don't call me beautiful or any of those stupid things. I feel that killing myself will solve everything and no one will have to deal with me anymore.
- Details
- Here for
- I feel like dying is the only way to solve my issue.
- Relationship status
- Forever single! There's no point in being here if a guy will never love me
- Sexuality
- Again, no one's gonna love me
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian/White
- Education
- High School
- Interests
- Hobbies
- I like saying nasty things about myself
- Music
- No one will like my taste in music
- Other interests
- Looking for the easiest ways to die