Usually i wouldn't talk about this but, i need to tell someone.
My soon to be ex-boyfriend, abuses me, i am scared to shit to tell him i have to dump him, he uses drugss and, drinks.
I seriously am thinkin of cutting myself more, to sooth some of my pain, by phsycial pain not mental pain.
I mean if u had a abusive bf or gf wouldn't u be scared to confront him or her?
I am, i mean i've told teachers and my foster mom, no one said anything or did anything!
I am legally...

Well, yeah, i wish i could die.
Why? because my real birth mom doesn't give a shit for me, i am losing all contact with the one guy i need in my life my brother, life at school sucks!, everyone almost everyone puts me down. I don't get it does God hate me so!?!?!?!?!

Fuck all your belongings,
I'm trashing your car.
Shredding your teddies
In the front yard.

I'll burn all our photos,
Lock the valuables away.
And sell them for alcohol
Some other fine day.


Oh, and I'm going to meet Ki this Friday o.o ... I'm a little scared - I wont have anything to say!
Oh well, what happens, happens.
At least he's easy on the eyes

Well this is weird! I think i might be falling for someone else.
I mean he makes me feel so so i can't explain it. I mean i just met him, and his real sweet, i don't know wht do to, we don't live near each other, so.
Can anyone help me out? I really need advise.

Well, yeah i am a depressed kid.
I like so many plp, and sometimes, i am told to kill myself by hateful ppl, and i think abou it n i am so depressed i cut myself to feel a different pain, sad yeah sure whatever.
I am in a troubled life, i have been to foster home to foster home, i am treated so different
like i am a allien.
well peace mom wants me off.