Said I wouldn't get involved in TH again, yet here I am.


So, so, so freaking stressed. And sad, mad, depraved.
I'm not depressed though. People try to get the last word in (my wonderful self included) I'm starting to see why I don't need to anymore. EHell finally teaching me something xD

It is just a little over a month until we go on forced holiday break. With everything that happens on the weekends these days, hopefully it wont feel like too long. Original...

She wishes she'd never known you, never helped you, never seen you.

Yes, I'm talking to you.

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Y'know if I had saved my money instead of not making an effort I'd have enough for my new computer and laptop now, most likely? Or I could have enjoyed things a hell of a lot more and still be enjoying them. It's especially hard to not concentrate on this idea when you get texts saying people miss you but hey they're drunk so it was all just one big I'm sorry I was drunk, I don't mean it kind of thing, yeah?

-sigh- And I could come in with a super bitchy comment about sex here but...

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Once it has happened, it's happened and nothing will ever change that. Just wanted to get that out there.

I'm still getting minor pains, but still pretty sure it is just heartburn. If not, oh fuck :P

There's been... two, three guys I've been chatting to a bit from OA that I'm actually kind of interested in knowing more about. Considering there's probably over 50 people on my list that's kind of sad, but my god there are so many tools on there. Then again, there are many...

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A lesson I have learnt in my short life so far-

Do not talk about shock sites/videos (such as goatse, 2 girls one cup, meatspin) in public places for there is a high chance somebody you work with will be there too xD

I'm in a better mood than I have been other times. Thank you Jer and Sarah for cheering me up

Also, I think having money and not worrying about finances is helping. I'm getting cable! Now I can watch wrestling, woo woo.

Lastly, can I direct your attention to this thread?

http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/showthread.php?p=81994