ok so i know its good that im gettin help at long last but i still am not lookin forward to it.
the doctor ( female) will be the 4th adult not includin parents that i hav to talk to bout my problems mainly self harm. i feel like im bein parced around like a object and i hate that feelin.

im really scared and nervous wat if she tell me i need to take antidepressents. u see a year ago i was prescribed to painkillers and i got addicted. im sure im paniking for no reason but i find...

Just a quick, cute story. Tyler and I sat in the back of the movie theater his dad and bro went to with us. I was leaning against his left side and when we got home, he said that side of his jacket smelled like me. So he asked me to wear his jacket for a couple days. I thought that's really cute and sweet and romantic. The thing is, too, that I don't wear perfume or body spray or anything. The only scent other than my natural one would be possibly my shampoo but I doubt that cause it doesn't...

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