TeenHelp - Entries for December 22, 2010

During Xmas celebration and holiday I will need alot of support and encouragement as I will be panic

Posted December 22nd 2010 at 06:39 PM by Music In My Heart 120 (Innocent as a child.)

Holidays are my EDs dominant and most powerful trigger and usually on holidays I can't relax or enjoy myself at all and am very antsy and panicky and uptight mostly because holidays mean food and eating in front of others and there being alot of tempting food .

So I am nervous and scared about upcoming Xmas and not sure how I will be dealing with having to eat more in front of my entire family and ESP since I'm on exercise restriction and that's my number 2 big stressor recently ...

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Stressed out about work. Process of getting doc statement stressful.

Posted December 22nd 2010 at 06:29 PM by Music In My Heart 120 (Innocent as a child.)

One of the things for work I need is a doc satement my supervisor an others are worried about my health and don't want me to overdo anything and for safety reasons.

I have to have it in soon or I could be fired which is not a good thing so stressed with makin that work out number 1 stressor recently and it also makes me nervous so that's why I use ED so strongly to cope.

As ED is my coping method for so long andafter eating I usually exercise to calm down...

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Day 4. What I ate.

Posted December 22nd 2010 at 04:05 AM by Leo

Ok I must admit I'm kinda a fail eater so this blog will be quite short. All I had today was a microwave pizza. I usually only eat once a day, sometimes I might make something later at night if I get hungry. ummm I can't really think of anything else to say. sooo baaaai

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Sadly my eating disorder is taking my health and wellbeing :((::

Posted December 22nd 2010 at 01:00 AM by Music In My Heart 120 (Innocent as a child.)

I can't stand to keep fighting my ED it has so much power over me and I feel like I'm drowning
In pain while ED laughs and gleeful im hurting An no control powerless sighs

Ed hates me and wants me dead tells me that is the way to to be thin is is the greatest way to be
And all. I'm not able to get rid of my Ed on my own I feel so powerless and helpless while Ed laughs laughs and says it won't ever let me go and it will destroy me as a mission

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