I'm sick of medical assessments! They make me cry alot. They all say the same questions and i always answer the same. I wish they could just ask my psychiatrist. I feel so upset. I've been seeing a mental health nurse for over a year and still havent been diagnosed. They dont know whats wrong with me. This scares me so much. I wish i was dead so i wouldnt have to live this way..

I have to go to the library 5 days a week now. I'm not trusted at home. The library scares me so much. The people that come into the library stare at me as if they can see right into my head. I'm sick and tired of it. I have panic attacks, frequent headaches and pains in my legs and arms. i want out now!!