So todays been one of those days again. Everything is going wrong. I just want a hug and to be told everythings going to be ok. I miss my friend like hell. I still can't get over the fact she's not here. I need her right now more than ever theres so much going on i can't handle on my own. I would do anything to have her back. I just feel so lonley and useless. Maybe there right i should just die. I know it should be me who dead and not her sometimes lifes just not fair. Sometimes i wonder why i...