That's right, Jon finally found a job. His uncle is close friends with the owner of this pub downtown, so he was able to get a job there since they needed someone pretty bad. It's not easy work though, his shift is 11 hours long!

He called me this morning at 10, which surprised me because he didn't get off work until 3 am. He told me about his day, making pizzas and chicken, washing dishes, severely burning his thumb and index finger. He said it's hard work, but he's just happy...

I am crying out
But can you hear me?
I kick and scream and shout
But it's not enough.
"it's just a phase" you say
But is it really?
I fight to live another day
Please help me.
"I don't care. You'll get over it"
I know but I just want a hug.
Because of you my heart is gonna split
Because of you I want to die.
"it'll do the world good if you just go away"
Is that true? Please...

Daylight savings has ended, we're back an hour.
I added a blanket to my bed, and as if in agreement with me, the skies are leaden and the air is chill.

I like it.
Winter is my favourite season, I flourish in the cold.

Yesterday I took lithium for the first time. I'm on 800mg in the evening. I didn't take any PRN. In hindsight, I probably should have. You see, our toilet has sprung a leak, and the number I had for repairs wasn't working, so I texted my...

I hate this room. 4 walls painted red and only one widow. It's too small. Perhaps it's because i'm always in here but, i just want to scream. I can escape but where too? A house that is even more of a prison? The only time it feels like i can escape it when it's warm and rainy or when i hurt myself. Even then it doesn't last long. I know the solution to the problem. It's a work in progress to fix it like most things. Is that an excuse? I don't know. I look forward to Monday though. I hope it goes...