It's been a roller coaster I guess.

I feel so unstable right now and I don't know why. I ended up feeling low at the thought of coming back to campus Sunday and cut.

I cut again yesterday. The lows and anxieties were just piling up again. I'd cut after counseling. I would have again late last night except my roommate was around and I didn't think I could escape safely with the tool and band aids.

I am going to counselling every other week now because...