I was going to write this brilliant blog entry but let's just leave it as I can't keep my head above water much longer. It's like I'm drowning in my own mind. I'm tired and constantly low and constantly wanting to cry and hurt myself and die and just give up. I've just been low all the time lately. And I can't even figure out how to make myself better or drag myself out of it or what anyone else can do to help. Nobody else...