I'm tired of feeling like this. Starting to wonder if I should call my APRN and try to get an earlier appointment.

I'm always feeling so heavy and stressed and overwhelmed and ugh. Just generally blah. I'd rather be curled up in bed and just not doing anything. I keep really wanting to cut.

And when I have energy and when I'm in a good mood, boy is it extreme. I seriously couldn't stand still for the life of me the other day after the Drag Ball, I was so pumped....