I feel like such a worthless human being right now. I can't help but think back to everything that has gone wrong or think of any little stupid thing I have done even back years from now in elementary school. And there are so many of those things. It's not fun.

There are people out there that are so much smarter than me, so much prettier than me, so much better than me at everything overall. I'm just average, if that. I have a hard time doing simple tasks that anyone could do. I'm...