I feel like a worthless human being and a waste of space. I am fat and ugly. I keep saying I need to diet then stuff my face. I am useless. I don't know how to do anything on my own and I honestly probably wouldn't survive on my own. I can't cook for myself, clean for myself, do laundry, etc.

Everyone keeps telling me to get out more. Everyone. They keep saying how it's not good for me to not get out a lot and how I should be socializing and networking and making connections. And maybe...